love is not worth it, when u have to beg for it.

2007-01-04T02:45:00.000-08:00

2007-01-03T01:33:00.000-08:00

Let's post about last year. A short review.

January'06
I got into Tarbet cheer and I was happy. Lol, I could still remember how we did oversplits and I was actually qutie shuang about it. Haha. Celebrated my birthday with my cousin and his friends. It was fun. I decided to stop liking * . Haha.

February'06
Dance camp, as usual after mass swim. We came up with Alison's kong guan bao thingy. Had quite a few shopping sprees. Lawlz. It's been a year I crushed * . Though I like, decided to stop crushing him in Jan, but I still liked him. Haha, ONE YEAR. Went singing till late at night like 4am with cousins. And i had school the next morning. Zzz. And a whole lot of emo wuzzy about *

March'06
Kept having muscle aches from dance and cheer. Went for Aloysius' birthday party and I enjoyed myself loads. fell sick during the hols. Realised some people who appeared to be nice are actually hypocritical(sp?). And still into * , just cant move out of it. More emo shitz.

April'06
1year+2months and i am finally starting to get over * . Went for Hollaback crew finals at indoor stadium. Nice nice :) Together with P. A sweet little relationship. Because he said 'shush lynn, i choose you.' And red is THE colour. Because we have the same RED crumplers. Little black knight.

May'06
Fever on labour day. Supposed to go out with P but cancelled. But last min can again. So i went out, having fever. Had Napfa. RI allowed ankle socks but Rg aren't. Went to P's house and played. Started going for SL at SOS animal. End of relationship with P. So mean was him, to left me on my own at Esplanade. Darn. LAWLZ. Made me so emo laaaa. Haha, and making me feel like im such a lousy gf.

June'06
Went malaysia, had supper every single night at like 12 plus? Haha. wieght gain. Packed holiday with loads of things. Dominic (goh)'s birthday.

July'06
Met j. Went out with j. Rg's open house. Got my special MP- Movie partner! (and that isn't j).

Aug'06
DANCE CONCERT. Two best dates ever, I'd say. Special are they. FOP and Sentosa. Played xbox at aikloong's house and i loved it la. Quite a few more movies with j. Someone committed suicide dressed in red at my estate area.

Sept'06
Found P's blog. went sentosa with pri sch mates. Good ol' fun with loads of tanning and first time getting sunburnt. Found out j was twotiming. And i freaking forgave him like wtf. I can only say I'm dumb.

Oct'06
Birth of Mango zPod.

Nov'06
Ulcer mania. j was feeling so emo cos i wrote some stuffs in my posts. Zzz. Right, and he bloody hell twotimed?! Haha. Went RICO. Opening of Vivo. P apologised for what he did to me at Esplanade. Haha, we finally started talking again. Spent half the night at west coast with j. The other half watching movie lawlz. Got my camera. Went shopping at Bugis with Aloysius, camwhored. 6AB gatheirng, went iceskating. I missed j for some time.

Dec'06
Went for Mayday's concert. Went to Hk and China. Came back and broke up with j. Went to Alison's church and urm, I saw * ?! The one I crushed for one year plus. Zz, so high. LAWLZ. Went to pretty Jerrold's cousin's church. Christmas countdown with Dominic. Jerrold became my pretty darling girlfriend whom i love alot (lolololololololol). Went for new year countdown with lisa, vienna and alexsy. We drank bacardi. We asked some stranger to buy for us. Lawlz. And i got over j towards the end of Dec. We broke in mid-dec.

NEW YEAR, NEW THINGS TO LOOK FORWARD TO :D
FOUR DANCERS IN CLASS=CRAZY. but fun.

2006-12-25T08:18:00.000-08:00

Okay, Christmas is just over. It's 1218 now. Let's blog about Christmas. Christmas is the season for giving. Christmas is the season for FORGIVING. This is what I learnt from aly's church (: lol. It's also the season for love. Yes indeed. One sees all the decorations all over the place and we celebrate it with our family and friends, showing care and concern for all. This year, unlike my two previous years, my relatives from malaysia couldnt come out so yea =/ i didnt get to celebrate it with them. But nvm, I celebrated it with friends (:

Christmas decoration at Bugis

Anyway, on christmas eve itself. I went out with my friend Dominic. Lol. And we walked around like shit. From Cityhall to Esplanade to Merlion to Padang to Suntec to Marina Square. Lol. Then we watched Death note two at exactly twelve midnight. And yada yada I got home at 4plus.

Lights on the Esplanade are preeetttyyy (:

The wish I wrote on the balloon thingum at Esplanade

So i got home and slept and didnt do anything till I went to meet Ben and his friend at 6plus. Went town again, as usual. LOL. No movies to watch so we went Plaza Sing. And we watched Charlotte's web. It was nice la (: heh. Ben treated us to dinner at Pasta too. LAWLZ. BEN IS A NICE GUY YES HE IS. And,
OH BOY I LOVE BEN'S PRESENT GOSH IT IS SO NICE I TELL YOU I LOVE IT.

Keychain with a cross and MY NICE NAME engraved on it. SO PRETTY!!

***************************************************************************

Anyway the greetings i received this year (: in the order i received them

1) A card from a darling senior of mine. but i cant say who. but she's rly sweet!

2) Ken Chew: Merry xmas cute person

3) Joel: Merry Christmas!! :)

4) Dominic: Hey sweetie! Merry Christmas! :)

5) Alison: Merry xmas to you too (:

6) MY BELOVED BF LISA!!!: Hey my gf!Merry christmas to you!Be happy okay?Cause lynn is my happy happy happy fren!Love you!
(thanks lisa i love you too! alot alot alot!)

7) Wenbin: Haha... Like that also can... Merry christmas..!

8) Baldovin: -forwarded christmas greeting-

9) Dominic Goh: Hmm. Merry christmas to all. Blessed christmas i wish you . :)

10) Yanyi: Merry christmas -with the tree thingum-

11) Cheryl: Merry xmas 2 u 2. Loves!

12) Xinya: merry christmas to you and your loved ones! may all your wishes come true for the coming year!

13) A CALL FROM YUJUN but i never picked up =/ awwww! :(

14) A CALL FROM YONGJIE. hahaha! MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR.

15) Esther pang: yo yo yo :D MERRY XMAS ... hohoho, lol

16) Sandy: Hey babes! Merry xmas! And have a great year ahead. Love ya! :D

17) Jerrold: -some stupid msg which shant be said. but hilarious-

18) Jiawen: HAVE A BLESSED CHRISTMAS! :D sleep tight and wait for santa tonight! Loves!

19) Yennxing: shen dan kuai le Merry Christmas

20) Ben (the man!!!) : Merry christmas to you wonderful, beautiful, joyful and stupidful ppl! Have fun ppl! :D and to you LYNN my greatest wish is for uou to stay happy even though you had a break up. Yea err will sms you again tomorrow..
(Hahaha OKAY I LOVE HIS PRESENT! thanks ben! I wont forget...)

21) Weesian: Merry christmas right back atcha fellow tarbet cheerleader! God bless you and may you grow closer with to Him in the coming year!
(you too weesian!)

22) Jason Ng: We know everyone has smsed u to wish u the sam old borin stuff.my family is going to be different. We are going to be unique. Here it goes. Merry xmas.
(how uniqueeeee mr ng. haha!)

23) Zhikang: Hey! merry christmas! all e best ya!

24) Aloysius: Haha .. Merry christmas and may your wishes come true

25) Vyn: -forwarded message-

26) Vyn: -chats- then Merry christmas again.

27) Joel: -some other stuffs- Mornin!! N merry christmas!!

28) Liu xinyi: Merry christmas dear! :D

29) Amanda Ng: Oh hey beautiful! hahah santa claus is coming to town! :D have a merry merry christmas!

30) Kim's christmas card. specially went downstairs to get the card (:

31) Johnson: Merry christmas

32) I dont know who but probably jerrold's cousin: Lynn! Merry Christmas! :) thanks for the elephant peg i love it alotalot la! :) have a great year! Hope to see you again! :)

33) Johnson: over MSN merry christmas again

34) Shiqian: over testi saying merry christmas lynn ang.

35) Delia: tag

36) Amanda Ng: tag

37) Koon Ling: tag

okay, that's like about all. those were like the people whom i know. not including people whom i met at friends' churches and dominic's friend's house and random people whom we shouted merry christmas to. LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL. Sorry if i left out people cos i know i did. LAWLZ. Some msgs i deleted already but anyway ALL ROCK YEAH (:

LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE.

goodnight (: i'll have to go back school everyday from tmr, or rather it's considered as today cos it's past midnight already. I WONT BE FREE AT ALL THIS WEEK. ALL PACKED. LOL. Holidays are ending.

yes i admit i miss you. haha.
i've bared what i felt to you so there.
doesn't matter anymore cos it's for the better of us both.
i'd rather us be like this (:

2006-12-23T07:20:00.000-08:00

Okay, first thing first. I went with Jerrold to his cousin's (Glenda) church. And it was quite fun :D hehs. And Jerrold won the 'Most pretty award'. And it's all because of me! Haha, cos well, we nominated him. So there. And he catwalked until damn sissy. Didnt know an extra person like him could do such a thing. And why the Most Pretty? Cos when we were introducing ourselves to others (we need to say our names and one thing about ourselves) he actually said 'hi, im lynn and im pretty' next was my turn and i said 'hi im lynn and he is not lynn' so there. haha. Anyway, so he's really pretty. And that guy in the red tie turns him on. See, he's totally gay. LAWLZ.

Anyway, over MSN he talked to me.

Lest We Forget...Thanks lynn!! For nominating me for being e prettiest lol! And I won some more! says:
hey
check out my cool nick
lol
lynn says:
hahahahah sure boy!

*then i changed my nick too.

lynn dont mention it jerrold. you're the prettiest! and you won the contest (: says:
MY NICK.

Anyway, im quite sad cos i dropped the two photos we took together. With Jerrold, Glenda, Jonathon and some other new friends =/ and it's really cool cos it's those instant developed photos. Like you take then the picture comes out. ARGH. why so careless!!! :( damn sad la.

Tomorrow is Christmas eve already and I'm sure it'll be fun (: because we're gonna hold on to each other. Haha (: and we could go walk down that long long bridge to the merlion from the esplanade. And we can stay out till late and all (: YAYS :D
Thanks for being there whenever I need you so much!

2006-12-20T03:03:00.000-08:00

im back. after loads of shopping.

now that it's over.
everything is over, and done with.
yes i am sad.
but actually, i feel a burden off my back.
i suppose, it's time to get used to life without you.
and i ACTUALLY know, i can do that (:

best of friends?! lawlz. im not too sure about it.

2006-12-11T01:12:00.000-08:00

No picture post today though i have a lot of photos to upload!
Okay. SO MANY MANY MANY things happened in this week, or rather last week since today is Monday. Haha. Had fun going high, felt disappointed, the feeling of sadness, how desperate one can get sometimes, the feeling of being an idiot once over again (lawlzz like tearing on the mrt?!)...
Haha, but i am too lazy to blog ALL about them. But it's a really interesting week, with both sacarsm intended and not intended.

ANYWAY IM GOING HONGKONG TMR! :) im gonna shop a whole lot. we're going to china also! :) more shoppings at even cheaper price. WHOOOOHOOOOO.

This friend of mine actually said 'i hope you miss me until you die.'
But i dont think im going to die, sorry.

Did you even bothered about the last time we met?

One more day till i'll be gone.

2006-12-03T04:59:00.000-08:00

DAMNIT. I wasted my free GV movie. It expired on 30Nov. ARGH. I FEEL SO WASTED. rawrrrrrr. And Im such a sucker for free things and i freaking wasted it. DAMN.

Ben says my surname is ANG PAU and that he likes someone's surname but I can't say it. And he says ANG PAU suits me cos it's meant to be fat. fineeeeee laaaaa. HA HA HA. Quite hilarious la :) LAWLZ. And he came up with a new word called PHOTOLYNNIC- cos lynn is photogenic. Yay babyyy.

Okay, anyway as I was going ranting to my friend- someobody* on Friday cos I missed someone*. LAWLZ. And somebody said that someone is a womaniser. HAA. Part of the convo :) It's hilarious.

somebody says:

you have YOUR ALOY

lynn are you baby so sleazyy/// says:

his phone lost wad

HAHAHAH

somebody says:

aw darn

lynn are you baby so sleazyy/// says:

haha yeah lorh.

but no la.

LOL!

(someone) different la ok.

LOL.

but i dunno and its weird cos he says he cant sms till monday

except for sat

and i wonder what camp isit

tsk

hahahaha

somebody says:

maybe he bluff you!

maybe he took off with another girl!

*GASP!

lynn are you baby so sleazyy/// says:

GASPS GASPS GASPS!

hahahha oh no i think im going to die

lol

actually i thought about tt bfore..

LOL.

just now. when i was really boredddd. hahaha

somebody says:

u never know

i mean (someone) is like a woman

he is unpredictable

and crazy

like a womaniser

lynn are you baby so sleazyy/// says:

HUHHHHHH.

lol.

HOW.

*Names have been changed.
(Anyway it's like really funny cos it just goes out to show how ridiculous we all can get sometimes :) haha. But well, I know what camp it is now, at least. HAHAH.)

ANYWAY on another note OMG vyn is so super nice!!!! :)

` - ] ] v у й и ї ё ™ i wore boxers =\ says:

i will

when will you be flying ?

lynn lovelies says:

hahah 12-19 dec

lols

` - ] ] v у й и ї ё ™ i wore boxers =\ says:

omg

7 days ~

T_T

lynn lovelies says:

haha yeah

` - ] ] v у й и ї ё ™ i wore boxers =\ says:

as in 1 week*

>.<

don't worry

lynn lovelies says:

and 9-10 i'll be in malaysia also.

LOL.

must miss me

` - ] ] v у й и ї ё ™ i wore boxers =\ says:

2 day before you go

lynn lovelies says:

hahahaha

` - ] ] v у й и ї ё ™ i wore boxers =\ says:

omg

lol

then

on de 8

I TRY TO MEET YOU Up

give you some present

lynn lovelies says:

hahaha WOW REALLY!

` - ] ] v у й и ї ё ™ i wore boxers =\ says:

yepps

i promise

lynn lovelies says:

awww thats so sweet!

gosshhhh.

` - ] ] v у й и ї ё ™ i wore boxers =\ says:

hahaha

But zomg he almost gave me some weirdo present like uh, G-string?! Hahahah. But obviously we were just playing around :) he originally wanted to give me a sweater but I already have like urm, 4 jackets and 1 pullover?! Hahahaha. So well, a present to ponder on what to give. But it doesn't matter even if he doesn't give cos it's the thought that counts! So it's a really really nice thing! :D

Okay, about Saturday. It was quite all right la the party. Except the part Lisa and I got dragged onto the stage for the MTV dating game thingum. Very paiseh!!! But the MC, who is my friend said i was hot just when we were going off the stage. HOT IM SO HOTTT LA. HAAA. And after that we like smsed and he went 'where did you learn that from. Club is it!' Anyway we're like talking on MSN now and he said hot cheena girl shaking. Okay, the cheena thing is a private joke. LAWLZ. YAY IM HOTTTT. haaaa!!!

anyway hahah whoohooo I rock :) It's good to be a dancer YAY. Anyway we pwnz the game so yeah! HAA xD. Then Lisa and I left before the party acutally ended and went to watch free movie previews. And we had like the VIP seats (right in front of the screen) and we ate Macs and KFC. Ha, and the place's at like LIDO?! hahaha. (go figure out yourself)

Anyway I'm going for the ABC zhi1 xin1 zhi1 yin1 Concert this coming Wednesday (: whoooots. With Ben, Jocelyn and Clarissa! We all got free tickets mwahahahaha. Still got one more extra one so yeppps. HA. And we're special cos on the tickets we get a FREE gift pack exclusively for the ABC Stout ticket holders. Not like I think it'll be of much use but hey, the others dont get it and thats what it counts. haaaa (oops, no sacarsm intended) And well, Lisa will know how broke I am and Im such a sucker for freebies.

Can't see the free gift? Click for a bigger image.

2006-11-30T19:43:00.000-08:00

Mommy says not to look directly at the sun
But we can, through the camera.

That girl in shorts

When the clouds row by

Went airport yesterday to send the bballers off, and wanted to send sandy choo off but we left... Ohdamn, if only we stayed a little longer/went to find her. Cos Weesian found her eventually.

Two You Four You
Perhaps it is due to the fact that you're gone that I teared. I question myself, how lousy am I that I don't even know what's happening around, nor do I try to find out. The only reason why i can be wilful is that of you. On rainy days, rotten weathers, I'll be with you. I'm afraid to fly to the sky, I'm too used to the ground. The sky is too unfamiliar a place, too much for me. I'd rather remain. I'll always like you. Haven't you realised? That, that I do need you.
I'm so afriad I'll wake up every morning thinking over and over of you. I know it's such a wimpy act but I'm scared I'll start all over again. Over, over and over. Change is just about the only constant in this world. You will be learning more by each day, while I'm slipping further and further by time.

Absence makes the heart grow fonder :D
But I'm gonna miss you real bad :D
Heh.

God knows how am I to survive the one whole week that I'm away soon. But then again, I'll probably not think of it so much cos I'll be busy playing. Haha.

And damnit, I'm jealous of how nice someone is to someone. Awwwww so sweeet.

ANYWAY I'll be going for the Youth Connects Party thing on Saturday cos Lisa says she'll be going too so yeps (: hope it's gonna be fun laa.

2006-11-28T19:29:00.000-08:00

OKAY FINE JASON GOH YOU SUCK.
Hahahaha I was typing my post then he ask me to go his blog and the whole thing hung. ARGH so there went the post I was typing. Hahahaa. Go away jason GO(h). ARGH. Hahaha. And the reason why he asked me to go his blog, cos he said there were more camwhoring than me. And i'm like errr okay. Guess what he said next. "There's picture to turn you on, MEN IN THONGS" hahahahha bloody hell jason! you are so funny la.

Anyway I shall retype my original post. Argh. I was saying this is gonna be a picture post :) and that I really love my camera :D

So well, I went iceskating with some people from 6AB on Monday. I was so sad cos Leon couldnt go, and my laogong never turn up! Tan sihim!!! arggghh. Hahaha, but she had syf selection on that day so nvm! :D

So we iceskated, had lunch, went arcade (whoohoo whoohooo) took neos (that was my second time taking neo this year ok!) then Wenbin Chua Alson came. Haha, okay Chua Wen Bin Alson. Lawlzz. He just came from the bball match at Paya Lebar or smthg :) Then we went back to arcade to play and after a while Wenbin and I just stoned and talked while the others played. Haven't really talked to him for ages :) Anyway after arcade we went back. And Wenbin, Aloysius and I ate dinner at Causeway cos we accompanied Aloysius! (: cos he lives there... LOL. And they left me there looking after the seat while Wenbin went to withdraw money and Aloy went toilet. Argh! hahaha. But they were nice people and they donated money to me. HAAAA cos im damn broke?! Anyway we had a nice long talk over dinner.

After dinner, Wenbin, being an extremly nice person, accompanied me to Yishun interchange and waited with me for my bus when he could just take direct bus from Woodlands interchange. And on the way back, we continued our even nicer talk. So there, thanks Wenbin!!! :) hahahahha. That's about it. And I really have to admit, Wenbin is like the best bf I've ever encounter. So Wenbin and (we-all-know-who) cannot break if not we'll all lose faith in love! Hahaha. I mean, two years already ley, and Sihim is envious of them. So keep it going ok! :D

Alright pictures (:

Starting out...

Belicia :)

Blurrrrr...

Lynn and Bel.

I swear this is a posed picture! :D

talks behind our backs

FIGHT

FIGHT

Finally... A picture (without fight)

His hand is way bigger than mine.

Aikloong SHOOTS!

Aloysius And Aikloong (AAA)

Ziai and Yanyi and (half a) Aloysius

Ziai climbing onto the StreetBasketball thing

LYNN. bling bling.

Damn cold la -.-

Cool. HAA

Best Boyfriend :)

I was left alone at Mos Burg. Lawlzz.

2006-11-22T22:13:00.000-08:00

Went shopping with darling Clarissa yesterday and I spent alot. Damn, my allowance is like GONE. SHEESH. I was only supposed to accompany her! hahaha but anyway, she asked me to buy this thing and she says it's nice. And I just listened. Hahaha, damn I realised I'm so guai to listen to my 'sibling', be it my real brother or my godsis. Lol. Anyway she's having her prom tonight! Pretty pretty thing! :D

Okay, so the other day I was showing my friend (ben) late at night the end product of camwhoring. Hahaha boy was it fun. Will post part of the convo (: Anyway we realised we're from the same church ZOMG SO COOL CAN. Hahaha. And we're going to service this sunday together! (okay, that is if I am going but well, hahaha it's cool k)

Here goes...

lynn says:

yeah!

seeee i can fit this tiny PINK shirt.

LINH IM PLAYING BACK THE COMPUTER.. says:

w-...o-....a-...h

lynn says:

sexyyy (:

LINH IM PLAYING BACK THE COMPUTER.. says:

yes

dam sexy

i bet it can cover your body right

(After a whileeeeeeeee, next photo)

lynn says:

hahahha shelter shelter

LOL!

LINH IM PLAYING BACK THE COMPUTER.. says:

YEA SHELTER

COOL SHELTER

you're kinda photogenic

or i dunno how to spell

-.-

lynn says:

hahahha eeyyyoooorrreee and tigggggger!

hahah thank you thank you! hahahahhahahaha WHOOHOO you're making me fly!

for saying im photogenic (:

LINH IM PLAYING BACK THE COMPUTER.. says:

lynn says:

hahahahah omg abt?

LINH IM PLAYING BACK THE COMPUTER.. says:

nothing

omg

SO CUTE

yeah yeah CUTE

omg CUTE

lol

LOL

view me

His PM: Nothing can stop her, no one can, flashing around the world with the camera, INTRODUCING LYNN THE CAMWHORER!!!

lol

actually i shud say LYNN THE "CUTE"-CAMWHORER

lynn says:

DOWAN THE ""

LINH IM PLAYING BACK THE COMPUTER.. says:

LOL

lynn says:

CUTE-CAMWHORER!

LINH IM PLAYING BACK THE COMPUTER.. says:

pei fu.. cute lynn

go cre8 hotmail

lynnsocute@hotmail.com!

i bet frenster everyone adds you

lynn says:

hahah SIAO

lynn-cute@hotmail.com

HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAH

(Talks about other stuffs then…)

LINH IM PLAYING BACK THE COMPUTER.. says:

lynn=alien name actually

lol

lynn says:

hahahahha whr got alien la

lol

you'd think it's quite uncommon right?

LINH IM PLAYING BACK THE COMPUTER.. says:

-________________________________________________-

what you want me say now huh little girl

omg you're the only LYNN in the world

omg, all my classmates are called Lynn

lynn says:

hahah cos like before i went sec sch i thought my name was kinda uncommon like quite few people have the name la

LINH IM PLAYING BACK THE COMPUTER.. says:

lOl

lynn says:

but when i got to sec sch i realise so many others are called lynn too!

LINH IM PLAYING BACK THE COMPUTER.. says:

Duh

lynn says:

lol but not like i can help it cos it's such a nice name laaaa

LINH IM PLAYING BACK THE COMPUTER.. says:

But i managed to find out, my sch has only 2 Benjamins

-_________________-

nice

YES so da* nice

(And more irrelevant stuffs)

lynn says:

BEN KNOW WHAT

IT IS ME WHO SHLD KEEP A DISTANCE FROM YOU.

cos you're like mentally unstable

LINH IM PLAYING BACK THE COMPUTER.. says:

-_____________________________________________________________________________-

if im mentally unstable, what r you?

mentally unsound?

lynn says:

maybe la

LINH IM PLAYING BACK THE COMPUTER.. says:

mentally uncamwhore

lynn says:

JUST MAYBE

LINH IM PLAYING BACK THE COMPUTER.. says:

Lol what the hell

lynn says:

hahahaha

fine im stoning

RAWR

hahahahah

im going to slp soon i tell you

dont miss me too much

LINH IM PLAYING BACK THE COMPUTER.. says:

i will miss you this much ______

lynn says:

thats quite little

a little more?

please?

LINH IM PLAYING BACK THE COMPUTER.. says:

fine

________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________

happy?

lynn says:

oh sure

hahahahah!

very funny ley

LINH IM PLAYING BACK THE COMPUTER.. says:

lol

End, lazy to copy anymore. It’s getting really lengthy!

HAAA BOY THIS IS FUNNY :)

2006-11-21T18:32:00.000-08:00

Okay this shall be an incredibly long post with loads and loads of pictures okay. I flied today again (: Went shopping with Aloysius at Bugis. Heh. Bought a whole damn lot of things and 2/5 of my allowance is gone but i am still flying! Took a whole damn lot of pictures with my darling new camera whoohooo im seriously flying. Thanks Aloysius for everything today! It is love. We are the best camwhoring partners okay! :D heh.
(I don't care how long i'll take to post the pictures but IM NOT GONNA CARE. I love the pictures so much so I want to post all of them, okay except some. HAA.)
Haha okay I'm going to post 30 pictures out of 56 pictures. LOL.

twizz (taken by Aloysius) :D
I swear it was a candid shot, didn't know he was rly gonna take it.
And this picture isn't contrasted/edited :D heh.

SHOP SHOP SHOP loves.

TALLLLL.

Aloysius shopping for clothes

We are both rich people, not to exclude my darling T10!

We read the sign, and carried on climbing into the ride.

It's a wonderful colourful world :)

Inside Doraemon's mouth xD

Damnit he's more of a camwhorer than me!

Trying to take a picture of me taking picture

HUGE hug

One act cool with that pose

One act cute with double twizz

The widest grinnn.

Shelter shelter

A small little boy.

Kissing my prince charming :DDD

Oh wait, or is he my prince charming?

Trying too hard to act pro at Time Crisis

Hey it fits (nicely) !

Buy me this pink small shirt and I'll wear it.

trying to act pro by typing into a NOTEBOOK

They are teh'cutes.

I like blowing Eeeyooree's tail, can't I?

And kissing it and well, fantasizing about it. Can't I?

Introducing Tigger! :) THAT FACE.

Tweety I want to sleeeep.

Nuptical wine eh? HAHAHAH.

Aloysius is as TALL as the Christmas tree.

KFC dinner. That Zinger is mine.

It's a nice nice nice nice nice day! Fun fun fun fun fun day. Thanks Aloysius!

-I'm sorry if I've made you upset.
I'll try not to anymore.
Sorry.

2006-11-20T07:14:00.000-08:00

HAHAHAHAHA.
whooohoooo! I'm still flyinggggggg from things that happened two days ago.

I didn't go home on saturday I went on a date okayyyy. HAHAHAHAHA. Kidding. But well, I really didn't go home on saturday (: Reached home at like slightly after 8am on sunday morning. And decided I was really tired so I didn't go church >.< haha.

ANYWAY OMG SATURDAY ROCKS (: I watched three movies and all the movies were good. Okay whoohooo. 1) Final call. Horror movie, and people will just think it's nothing cos horror movies never had substance in it but this kinda had (: it's more of like horror romance so yeah (: it's nice. 2) Step up. okay again again again (: it rocks and congrats me cos i have the whole album of the soundtrack. YAY baby. 3) Casino Royale 007. My first time watching a past midnight movie haha. Watched at 1 am and it was wayyy cool. Movie ended at 3plus am.
And anyway I got treated for dinner at Swensens. Hahaahahhah burn burn burn :) lol damn im so evil. HAHA. But well, it was really cool and nice and sweet and etc. HAA.

Then we were bored and decided to go West Coast to play. And I had a million mosquito bites there but, it was well worth it (: HEH. Had breakfast at Macs and went back there to walk and stroll. Lol okayyy we almost wanted to jog la okay but we didn't. Damn. Hahaha but anyhow it was wayyyy fun :D

And well, more stuffs. Alot more. Omg I love that day (: thank you for everything! SWOONS SWOONS SWOONS. Keep making me fly, keep blowing me off my mind. Keep it going. So tell me your name, I love you. Then you'll be mine and i'll be yours.

-you can acsend for all you want because i'm going to descend, even if it means on my own.
whispher no more sweet nothings to my ear and i'll be grateful.
cos it's going round and round in a vicious cycle and it won't stop.
i'm sorry that i've lied, but i just wanted to save some questioning.
or perhaps you never even bothered.

WHOOHOO I'M STILL IN SATURDAY FEVER :D

oh a note, OMG i love my camera! It simply rocks (: love love love. Yay I can camwhore with Aloysius tmr cos we're going out to shop. omg im gonna fly again.

2006-11-17T01:30:00.000-08:00

Well, it shall be a really long post (I think) cos I am really bored at home and there's nothing for me to do except stone so there.

1. Last sunday I went for service, after a really long absence. And guess what I SAW KENNETH TAN. KENNETH TAN KENNETH TAN KENNETH TAN. hahahaha. Wanted to call him but eventually I didn't la. Lol, I didnt know he was from SJtribe. Yepps, so it's pretty cool (: cos they are all wearing pink shirts! Haha, and he's something 'big' cos he sleeve had his name printed on it. Like KENNETH! wahahahha. Alright after service had cell and Ms Sally Wong dropped us at Bishan cos she cabbed there (: So I went to Bishan library to check if our art works are there already. But well, it wasn't. So i asked Mrs Ho and she said she doesn't know. So it's like RAWR. When are our artwork going on exhibition! Hahahah. Nvm, I shall go with Kim soon to check (:
Then something funny happened while I was walking towards the MRT station. This guy came up to me and asked if I was in Poly, and i said no. 'By any chance in JC?' No was the reply and he gave the cannot-be-whattt look. And I happily walked away. Hahahaha. Yay I look more than sixteen so I can go watch NC shows. Lol speaking of which, reminds me of Sec 1 Racial Harmony Day, which means wearing home clothes not school uniform. I went home on the bus after dance prac and this person got onto the bus at the SJI bustop and sat beside me. Then suddenly he asked 'Are you in JC?' I went uh no? In secondary. 'Sec 4?' Uhh no, Sec ONE. Hahaha it was so funny! (:

2. Neighbour's wedding on tuesday. But there's nothing much. Just like buffet dinner. Cos they are holding the real lunch at the hotel on Sunday. I guess, she looks so much prettier than I see her normally. Awww (: Pretty thing! :D Weddings are cool. I like attending them cos I can eat. But I hate the dressing up part. Lol cos I can never find stuffs to wear! Rawr.

3. Went shopping with Lisa on wednesday. We were supposed to go for manicure and pedicure but eventually we didnt cos I am one big broke person. Hahahaha. So we went shopping instead. And omg I saw this pair of wedges I like and Lisa found the heels she liked. But neither of us bought cos it was damn expensive. DAMN. I earn loads of money and go back there to buy. Lol. Actually if I give tuition for month (4 times) then I can buy it already! Hahaha, but well, I haven't spoken to the girl since her exams. But nvm I'm probably starting tuition again next year so I will have money. Haha. But awww! I love that pair of wedges ):

4. Thursday was supposed to go shopping with Aloysius at Bugis but I couldn't make it cos I went to buy my darling darling camera! WHOOHOOO i finally got my camera after wanting it since last year! Awww! LOVE. But anyhow, I am really sorry Aloysius for pang-seh ing you. Anyway I went with my darling Benjamin Ang and his gf. Lol. Then we went to his gf's cell group at night and it was funny. Cos there's this guy called Caleb and he laughs super loudly and his actions are pretty gay. And the ultimate was that he wears HOT PINK slippers, and he's proud about it! Hahah way to go mannnn.

This is my extremely darling camera (:

5. Friday=nothing except stoning and blogging a long post what happened in the week

6. Saturday=smiles and i want to watch a midnight movie whoohoo.

7. Sunday=Daddy's birthday.

P.S Well, (blank) finally apologised to me for being such a jerk, after like urm, 5 months? (: yay! I feel happy about it in the sense that I think I'll dare to face him in future. Like maybe one day we meet in orchard, I'll have the courage to go up to him and say 'Hi!' and not make a detour or something. Yupps, it feels like a knot that came undone :D and it's really nice. Afterall, we click the best with each other! Hahaha. I mean like ya, seriously, I've never found someone whom i can crap as much with to as him. So it's a really good thing that we are on good talking terms all over again (: And yes, thank him for nice memories and stuffs, cos they will remain. Because we all can be selectively blind (quoted bryden cheww) so yeps, we can choose to only recall the good things, not the bad things (:

Alright, pictures (:
Well, recently I have this fetish for taking pictures of MY legs. LOL. Damn, I just like it larrhhh. So I shall post pictures about them. Hahahaha.

AJ'03 Orientation shirt. And it's red okay! TABERT TARBET MY DARLING TARBET.

Whoohooo xD hahaah!

2006-11-11T18:48:00.000-08:00

The only reason why I am online here at like 10:41 am on a Sunday morning is that of Saturday night. OMG OMG OMG OMG!

After going Vivocity I went home and slacked. Until about 8pm when Jiewei suddenly called me and asked me to go out to town. So i agreed. He said Wenbin calling another girl along so yeah. Eventually that girl(steph) didnt want to go so I was like urghh? Anyway so I met up with Jiewei and Wenbin at about 9plus. It's quite rare I watch such a late show alright! Hahahaha.

AND WE WATCHED STEP UP.

Omg! Step up is so damn bloody good amazingly awesome. Even the songs were like whoa. They made me feel like dancing la! I wanted to blog so much about it when I got home last night at about 12plus but blogger wasn't working. So here I am, early in the morning blogging about it. Haha, anyway Jiewei was like wearing this black and white stripes shirt. I have this similar shirt and I almost wanted to wear it out but luckily I didnt, if not it'd have been so weird. Hahaha.

STEP UP IS SO AWESOME THAT I DON'T MIND WATCHING IT ALL OVER AGAIN!

Anyway I'm gonna go for service later! After a long long long long long time! How I miss it :DD

it's been four months bigbaby.
will there be any more to come?

Anyway had this convo with Ben last night after coming home from town.

benjamintan my computer... is playing me instead.. says:

HEY YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!

lynn says:

heyy

hahaha.

benjamintan my computer... is playing me instead.. says:

YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!

lynn says:

whatttttt!!!!!

benjamintan my computer... is playing me instead.. says:

WASTED MY 45MINS

lynn says:

why!!!!

benjamintan my computer... is playing me instead.. says:

i was handwriting something so dam nice

you sudenly went offline

RARRRRRRRRRRRR@&$#(*_)%

45MINUTES YOU KNOW

lynn says:

AWWWWW SORRY!!!!!!

you could just send it!

cos i'd receive it when i come online

benjamintan my computer... is playing me instead.. says:

I WAS LIKE DRAWING SMTH SO NICE

lynn says:

awwww!

sorry ben!

im so really sorry!

benjamintan my computer... is playing me instead.. says:

u went offline my whole heart sank -_____________________-!!!

haha =)

lynn says:

hahaha

did u save it or anything?

LOL wad were you drawing?

benjamintan my computer... is playing me instead.. says:

COS WHEN U ARE OFFLINE

everything

DISAPPEAREDDD

lynn says:
but i thought the convo will still be there when one goes offline?

so long as u dont close the window

benjamintan my computer... is playing me instead.. says:

yes still there

but its handwrite

when someone appears offline

everything gone

45mins ~_~

lynn says:

OH YA.
OH DAMN.

sorry ben!

dont be angry!

benjamintan my computer... is playing me instead.. says:

i was angry the other day

lynn says:

im truly remorseful

benjamintan my computer... is playing me instead.. says:

u went offline

i suddenly

WTFFFFFFFFFFFFF

nvm nvm

next time draw another thing

COS I WANTED TO SURPRISE YOU

so i din tell you nt to go away

lynn says:

UHHHHH SORRY!

hahahha i didnt know!

awww that was so sweet of you.

nvm its the thoughts that count k!

hahahahahahahahahahah

benjamintan my computer... is playing me instead.. says:

haha nvm yes.. great

well anyway hows ur holidays so far?

lynn says:

alright alright. ben is the bestest guy on earth k

Hahaha. Ben is forever handwriting/drawing something. Remember Mango zPod? :DD
And anyway, there are guys out there who are willingly to do simple things just a surprise people with no intention in mind. Nice people (: Surprises are like the nicest thing that can happen, NICE surprises that is.

2006-11-11T03:49:00.000-08:00

Three people totally unrelated to one another said the same thing to me yesterday.
Liar liar pants on fire.

First was Joshua. And sadly I didn't save that convo, I mean, who knows he was gonna say that to me and others too? but yeah, nvm. So he said that. Second was Jananii cos I told her my friend(joshua) said that to me. Her pm was liar liar pants on fire, so yeah. And Jananii said that to me. Third was Jiewei. Like totally whoooo. Hahaha. Well, fourth was teohguan but his isn't really counted so there. It's quite amazing, isn't it? Three(four) people, who haven't had the slightest idea that each other actually existed said the exact same thing. That's like imagining two other people blogging about this exact same thing as me (which is kinda so impossible) but it actually took place. So yeps. One never know!

AbsolutJananii♥ says:
Then your friend LIED and said Liar Liar Pants on Fire?
AbsolutJananii♥ says:
Cute what
Can imagine your pants on fire and he running after you

_`# jiewei-]] ^♂๑ ★)) *i dont know about you but i still feel for you- says:
hahahaha
so negativet thinking
there are ppl who like you right?
lynn says:
nopes
_`# jiewei-]] ^♂๑ ★)) *i dont know about you but i still feel for you- says:
liar liar pants on fire
lynn says:
OMG YOU ARE THE THIRD PERSON THAT SAID IT TO ME TODAY GOSH!!!
_`# jiewei-]] ^♂๑ ★)) *i dont know about you but i still feel for you- says:
LMAO
so qiao ar
lynn says:
YESSSSS.

Anyway went to Vivocity again today with lisa my boyfriend! Hahaha. Went for the Topshop fashion show thingy. More photos to come when she sends me! :D

I'll give thanks for Lord, for all these while.
There were ups and downs through it all,
but we somehow made it through (i hope).
Perhaps it will all be over soon,
and the nightmare will start eating into me again,
but thank you once again, for all you've ever given.
that is if you had even given anything.
We are turning four months old the next day.
I'll give praise to God when I finally go for service tomorrow.
For it was Him, that brought people together.
Yet it was Him, who let me experienced life through failures.
And it was Him, who taught me how to deal with you.

Thank you Jesus, for you are giving me everlasting hands to fall back on.

it's nice being woken up by you in the morning.
for the first thing i hear is your voice
and im grateful for it.

2006-11-10T03:16:00.000-08:00

would you still love me the same the next morning you wake up?
'cos i've been loving you since day one.

Alright. I went shopping with Daddy, Mommy and Lewen at Vivocity today (: And it was awesome! Love shopping with my parents. Hahahaha. Anyway, first thing first. I was woken up by Lewen's cries at like 8.30am in the morning but I decided to go back to sleep cos I was only supposed to wake at 9.30am to call people. I slept until 9.25am until someone called me and woke me up. So I woke up 5 minutes earlier! Hahahaha. Anyway it was quite funny and all cos the other party learnt from the brother and lay on the floor talking on the phone, traumatising the brother. So yeah, wad a kick ass. Way funny. Talked until 10 plus and I had to get ready to go Vivocity! (:

And yada yada usual prep stuffs then left the house and took the train there. But I was being nice so I called blah to wish good luck. IM SO NICE ALRIGHT. It was supposed to be such an unexpected call from me, given the fact that we just hung up like two plus hours ago? (like yeaaaahhh) So yup.

I bought a pair of shorts and a tshirt at Vivocity. So, YAY.

tie me down not ; i wanna flyyyyyy just like that balloon in the skyyyyy.

Lisa&Lynn- that day at RICO.

Lisa Lynn Yingjie

2006-11-07T22:27:00.000-08:00

Okay, I'm tidying my room. But I gave up so I'm using the comp. Like dang. Nvm. I need to go get hairspray later so that I can go to school tmr without getting booked to collect my results. Anyway I watched The Covenant yesterday and The Grudge 2. The Covenant was not as good as what I expected but haha nvm. The effects and all were cool (: as for The Grudge 2, I made no sense of what was happening so there. But heh. (yada yada yada) grins.

Went for RICO with Lisa on monday and it was quite good (: And awww! Lisa didn't see her hot guy but nvm I found a cute guy there?! LOL! it just depends on individual's perspective on cute uh? hahahaha. Anyway, blah owes me a cute guy so there. MWAHAHAHAHAH.

Tell me.
I love the way you slip your hands into my pockets.
I love the way you pull me back just when I'm about to fall.
I love the way you kiss me on my eyes.
I love the way you beat about the bush.
I love the way you talk to me right beside my face.
I love the way you could make one warm.
I love the way you say 'you she de ma'.

I don't hate you.
But I dislike just every other thing about you.
Your dishonesty.
Your methods of covering up.
Your way of acting like nthg happened when so much so happened.

I never promised you a happy ending
You never said that you won't make me cry.
You said to make me happy,
but that doesnt mean you wont make me cry.

TEN MORE DAYS TILL IT'S OVER?
till I can finally speak up?

2006-11-03T05:06:00.000-08:00

Okay tmr is cancelled. I think I'm still kinda pissed at blah cos of smthg so yeah. Like SHRUGGS. Shan't watch it together with blah. Anyway I just realised I spelled the covenant wrongly so yeah, sorry. Anyhow I think I'll just watch it on tuesday or smthg. I wanna watch Step up, which is coming out next thursday. It's about some dance stuff la, and I remembered that time I was at cine and blah pointed out to me that trailer and I stood there and watched for almost a minute till blah pulled me away even before I could finish the trailer, so yeah. HAHA (: I wanna watch!

Ponned drama night with Lisa and Vienna! Went shopping and eating. And Lisa! MOMMYPOKOPANGGGGG. hahaha. Okay, the catch is I have SIX ulcers in my mouth now and three of which are on my TONGUE and it seriously hurts, so bad ): I can't talk properly and I can't even eat. Each mouthful I swallow is like PAINNN, PAINNNNN, and more PAINNNNN.

Anyway xianning!! Let's go work together k!

Let's seeeeee.
Tmr I can go swimming/jogging! hahaha (: and I wanna go my aunt's house to dye my hair!
Sunday: WeeSian's church thing!
Monday: Going for concert with Lisa!
Tuesday: Tarbet cheerlead prac?! The Covenant!
Wednesday: DANG. nthg!
Thursday: Go school collect report. watch another movie with blah.

that is, if you can even make it.
you always make plans, but never fulfill it.
perhaps, i should reconsider.
should i stay, or should i go.
like what others said.

take my hand and run through the rain.
but then again, why take my hand when you couldn't promise me happy endings?
(taken from jananii, sorry!)

206'06 Rachel, Amanda, Lynn

i'll miss 206 so much. and sihim, i cried for you. tell me i dont bear to see you go =/ the year's over so fast, like really! it's all gone already.
206'06- my darling class, ever.

2006-10-31T06:48:00.000-08:00

Watched the guardian today. it's nice ok!
details are on The Guardian.
Ashton Kutcher acted as Jake Fischer. Apparently many have this impression that he's quite sucky and that he always act as some crap role (accordingly to three of my friends) but anyway, in this movie, he was kinda good. And my friend whom i watched it with agreed! (: so yeps. And Kevin Costner is like whoa, still very good; so there! Watch The Guardian cos it's nice.
At the credits there were like some phrases and quotes which I think are like quite nice, like it really question people after watching the show. And part of the song lyrics.

To the U.S coast guards
so the rest can live.
Would you put your own life down,
to see others live?
The man that lives under the sea,
he's the guardian.

okay, maybe it's just me who thinks the movie is cool or whatsoever but i don't really care! (: And I'm reading my third book! hahaha, haven't read for ages. I've read Jodie and Cathy and The Guy Next Door. Now I'm reading The Serpent Gift. I still got alot more books to finish and I think I love them so yeps. Hahaha, been staying up late just to read those books. And woooo, tomorrow will be the last tuition for Michelle, and I collect my MONEY, and it's probably till next year I see her again, that is IF I'm still taking her. YAY I'm broke. I need money. LOL, four more days to saturday! The covanent!!! :D

There's netball carn prac tmr! And thur's netball carn alr. haha (: Today's mt enrichment was quite fun, we learnt, WUSHU!!! And my group of six (little, but strong) rocks! so there. Math Trail tmr at RJC. Have fun lynn (:

Drew every other where on my shoe today with Rachel. it's fun. Pictures of class play to post but blogger doesnt seem to work! Well well.

2006-10-28T22:59:00.000-07:00

OH by the way, today is sunday, not saturday! haha xD
something's wrong with the date and timing so yeah.
WOOHOO. I'm counting down.

why!

2006-10-28T22:37:00.000-07:00

okay new skin (: i like that picture. credits go to tricia! thanks alot!

yeps, six more days. Fly to meeeee.

Sometimes, it gets me so paranoid. I guess, I will not be used to it if suddenly someone disappears from my life. That someone whom I regarded so dearly. We've talked about it last night, and like how getting on each other's nerves will probably kill. Not that I will do it on purpose, but one never know. I've gotten so used now that I don't want any changes to it. Tell me, I'm afraid to lose... But I know, there's nothing that lasts forever, so there, I should just forget about the whole thing. I will just enjoy the way it is now. I just hope I don't piss/irritate/agitate someone off esp when it is moody.

when one faces the world on her own, in her own silhouette. how lonely it can get, but there's no way out.

Anyway, six more days (: and five more to holidays too!

2006-10-25T03:12:00.000-07:00

Clarissa : 加油！ says:
haha crazy girl

lynn (Apple of one's eyes) says:
CLAR I LOVE YOUR DP!!!

Clarissa : 加油！ says:
so high
haha

i loovvee my darling so much!
and wonder why i like her display picture?
it's...and wonder why i love it?
cos, well, i did it, and sent it to her! (:

good luck for people's physics practical tmr. all the best! (:

2006-10-24T08:06:00.000-07:00

i'll keep today's memories in mind,
till i see you the next time.
which is like probably dunno how many weeks later,
but nvm.

(night my darlin, my gf, my sweetheart, my lover, my everything... haha)
nights, really nights.

i wanna dream all day long.
dreaming about...
and hugging my bolster!

our pact to go back there in july will be fulfilled in either nov or dec.

till then, i'll be waiting. patiently.

(if i say im gonna miss you for the next few weeks, would you believe me?)

2006-10-24T07:32:00.000-07:00

okay. i watched death note yesterday. and it rockeddd.
and i watched it again today. anyway i just realised quite a few of the movies i watched with * , i end up watching them twice. once with * and the other time with others. hahaha pretty cool, aint it? and i watched prestige. both rockeddd, yet again.
except i kinda fell asleep for awhile during death note today. sorry * (: hehs. awwwww sighhhhhh.
LOL. ok digression thinking of stuffs. anyway, death note and prestige is really COOOOL so yeah. catch it! (:

just wondering. why do certain pp get so emo in their blogs. what i expected wasnt the least like that. people whom i thought were emo (like EE) is not even emo. okay, well, EE did sounded quite emo when EE smsed and all but his blog is like normal. yet someone (like GG) who seemingly is supposed to be/trying to be cool in real life was like totally an emo goth in blogs. like i so ~~never~~ expected it. things turn out weirdly always. but i dont rly care. sorry but its just the world. accept it.

anyway * was like asking me to write PP's name in the death note! hahahaha and it was funny. cos wad's over is over and i've gotten over it. been like almost 5months since it happened. it was a bad, extremely, experience but whooo, we talked about sooooo many things. though they never happened, it hurt me at a point in time, but its over. no point weeping alr, move on. i've got rly sweet memories about EE, all the places we ever went and the things we said. good enough (: be contented, better than nthg.

Death Note:L, is for Lynn. cheers!

2006-10-15T06:36:00.000-07:00

Crying out love in the center of the world.
Pronounce, Love.

why talk of separation when one does not see the moon often?

EOY starting tomorrow!
Wish me luck, loads and truckloads of it.

2006-10-14T01:00:00.000-07:00

ben says:

today i was in the cinema, my sis ask me call her urgent.. then she said my mom talking over the phone with my grandma crying cos of me.. then after dat my day was ruined -_-

sad my dad nt in sg

i cant lie to myself.. i must really mean it.. i can say a thousand sorries to you, each nt sincere..

alamak pai seh la my problem ask u solve lols

lynn says:

no la its okay!

no worries (: we shld help each other wad.

not like im some great person who can solve everything

ben says:

great =D

lynn says:

i can like only listen and maybe offer some suggestions

ben says:

whens ur exams btw

lynn says:

next week

haha

damn slow iknow

ben says:

... well after exams then

maybe i become ur mp3 player?

lynn says:

hahaha

i dont mind

you can be like MANGO!

ben says:

great lol

mango?

wth?

lynn says:

cos APPLE?

hahahah

ben says:

HAHAHAHA

lynn says:

just a random fruit

ben says:

Mango iPod

lynn says:

or you can be like some PINK GRAPEFRUIT or smthf?

hahahha

Mango zPod.

zzzz!

quite cool la. hahahha (:

ben writes:

ben says:

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

lynn says:

HAHAHAHAHAH! ROCKS!

(:

This, is the birth of Mango zPod, the latest creation in town.
Grab it while it lasts.

2006-10-04T07:30:00.000-07:00

haha okay i got this off from limei (the sexzzy girl) blog. hahaha. yes i agree it boost people's EGO (: yeababehzz.

A- You like to curse alot
B- You like people.
C- You're wild and crazy.
D- You have one of the best personalities ever.
E- Damn good kisser.
F- People adore you.
G- You never let people tell you what to do.
H- You have a very good personality and looks.
I- You have a fine ass
J- Everyone loves you.
K- You are really silly.
L- you live to have fun.
M- one to have fun
N- You are dead sexy.
O- You are one of the best in bed.
P- You are popular with all types of people.
Q- You are a hypocrite.
R- Fcukin Crazy
S- Easy to fall in love with.
T- You're loyal to those you love.
U- You really like to chill.
V- You are not judgemental.
W- You are very broad minded.
X- You never let people tell you what to do.
Y- One of the best damn bf/gf anyone one couldaskfor.
Z- Always ready.

L- You live to have fun
Y- One of the best damn bf/gf anyone one couldaskfor.
N- You are dead sexy.
N- You are dead sexy.

Also, I'm the best gf everrr! start chasing me manzz hahahaha!
***Remember: I am dead sexzzy (times) TWO!

2006-09-25T05:21:00.000-07:00

haha yozzz. went haagen dazs to mug or do work today! cheers. it was yummy. al and i shared divine. hahaha. tiramisu icecream rockzz! (: loverrit so so so much. heh. i feel like a total pig. anyways, finished the icecream and we got down to serious work. HA. i did my math and part of sci. then stone awhile and then we went off at 5plus :D oh no ajx never go sch today! he said he fainted twice at home ystd(he told al who told me) so yeps, our dear mr ajx must take care! haha.

overslept my bustop and had to walk back. reached home bathed dinner and tutor came. tuition was unproductive today, mugging at haagen dazs was WAY better. now i have to do lit indiv that is due tmr and im so dead. dont feel like starting at all. then there's Redundant Shitzzz tmr. sucks and its presentation is due next week. oh crap i think i'll just die. i wanna pass rs. i HAVE to. i think i dont have enough sleep.

all i want to make me happy is just simply *******. its a pretty sweet little thing and its kinda childish. but i think its really cute and worth it. it brings out the child in all of us. smthg a child would want (: i hope * can guess correctly uh? hahaha.

oh yes, i almost got knocked down by a car today. hahah was just walking and crossing the road when this car zoomed past me suddenly from my back. and i was listening to my ipod and i didnt realise there was a car. just like a few more cm and i've been hit. hahha. phewww. lucky. my toe hurts anyway! and there's mambo dance exam tmr! save me! i cant recall a thing.

anyway, its quite cool yet freaky cos i've been meeting up with al for like 5 out of 7 days. quess we're too pro alr. HAHAHA. we're gonna meet again on like wednesday? ha. keep up the good job huh? hahaha. (oh sihim!! im doing this for your sake. for that dunno whose number right? hahaha.) yeps, next friday is lantern festival! someone ask me out to play candles please! hahahha. blah blah. al says his mom might not exactly allow him to play cos it'll be his second day of exams. i hope his mom agrees! wahwah. mini6AB gathering! and sihim! must come! wahahaha.

flowers that al and me hunted down for on sat. his red superstar! (:

comp stud clay motion background set. (painted that with our fingers!)

that day at cip with rachel!

that's what one do when one is bored.

mugged at The Legends members lounge. very cool!

history; communism.

crystalbel's house lift.

-i've thought up of an emo post. will post it next time (: been pretty stressed recently. ask al about that. hahahha. bet he's put off by that cos i've been bothering him so much recently and ranting and complaining and whining. i should stop :D and be happy!

2006-09-23T08:49:00.000-07:00

your contact originally had a group itself, but no longer. it was removed.

anyway i had fun today with al :) watched tucker in the eveing and went around hunting for balloons and flowers. yesterday at the awards thing at his school was good too. though it was kinda paiseh. haha.

im too confused to type anything now. it's the feeling of heartwrench. i'll never shed one tear. i can simply disappear.

2006-09-20T08:48:00.000-07:00

today is wednesday (:

went studying with aikloong after school today. went to the library but it was like all filled up and there were no coloured glass cubicles to sit in so yeah we decided to go mos instead (: anyway, saw jerm and jan at bishan library (: so yeah went mos and yada yada i dint know how to do math ws so al did for me (: thanks! but i did his practice paper. hahaha. barter trade. then stone stone randomly we started doing collages and its wayyyy fun. and junxiang came to join us after his SHU FA ended and he joined in the collage. and then we all trotted home happily (:

and i went for a jog in the evening. to take things off my mind (: its good to forget things sometimes. im so so so afraid now. i wont know what to do if the worst case scenario happens. anyway, shant be emo. and i stretched at the fitness corner. YEESSS, i can kinda do oversplits on both legs now! (: whoooooo. im over the moon. target: cheryl tay's flexi. arghhhh she's damn flex ): haha. but nvm shall train myself and push myself to my limit (: it takes things off one's mind you'see.

last day of prelims today. enjoy. but thing is, it just seems you're even busier. it doesnt make much sense. in fact, it doesnt even make any sense. i dunno why. im so terrified of everything now. i dont even feel like talking anymore. it's feeling so weird.

2006-09-19T04:19:00.000-07:00

it's nothing but just a reputation brought forward from primary school to secondary school. previously known as a flirt now's scandalous. but i supposed it practically meant the same thing. anyway, what harm could it have done. afterall, had lived through with it in primary school. now everyone thinks that way and i can't exactly be bothered trying to change their perceptions. started with some senior and it happily spreaded around. oh you're so wonderful, i love you so so much. guess i'm getting so jaded of it that it's quite numb to already. i dont really want to care anymore.

and yes, okay, fats and blubber. does degrading oneself make someone happy? or perhaps it's the enjoyable thrill to bitch about people behind their backs as anonymous? if it does im glad you've achieved your aims and objectives. don't really see it as in insult but yes, everything one says could hurt. not trying to deny the fact but like hello. why couldnt you tell me straight in my face and not tell someone else like him? quite arse eh (:

tags. i really dunno. i'm so unsure of it. sigh zzz. i guess it pretty much sucks. i feel like clearing my whole inbox, everything single thing. including those from another loser. its quite amazing how long i store msgs. i dunno whether to be nice or wad. cos apparently he's got a paper tmr. i could act normal or just make him damn sad. that is, if he even cared about me la. i dunno. well, i've thought hard. obviously i hope the tags are untrue, but wad if they are. and i have this feeling they might just probably be true. but i really dunno. its like quite mean not to trust him. like seriously, it sucks. oh no. its getting so arse. if only i could disappear for a few days, or maybe a month. that'd be nice.

haven't had too good a day exactly. thought my geog results pretty sucked. thank you everyone for making my day so wonderful. i'll never forget it.

to top things off, pictures (:

one poseur, one gay.
(i changed my bag with aikloong!) yayyzz. loverrit.

im the hotel guest. greet me nicely!

the scandal in their eyes for eight years s2
i just realised i've posted before but nvm. HA.

we were so red!

nooooooooooo.

cut-off.

we were all too engrossed in our own cards.

LeonLynnLegs (getrrit? it's the L thing)

sunning

points in different direction.

leon's hidden shoe in the pile of sand underneath sq's slipper.

2006-09-09T20:32:00.001-07:00

YAY (: went sentosa on wednesday. photoblog. HAHAHA.
anyway, i watched three movies in two days in the cinema. god knows how broke am i now. but nvm (: it was nice. thanks blah blah. hahah.

BACKS.

BABES.

act shy shy first...
THEN...

starts seducing everyone.
sexzzy leon.

the scandal in their eyes. HAHA.

ben&jerry's

b&j GOOOOD.

haha this is the first half. second half will post another time! i loverrit! so so so much. thanks for everything guys! xinya, leon, aikloong, junxiang, shiqian and her friend andrea (:

2006-09-05T06:49:00.000-07:00

i want my glamorous sexzzy golden tan.
i'd loverrit.

2006-09-04T07:25:00.000-07:00

tell me not i've found his blog.
i didnt want to find out. fuck.
he was such as arsehole, what a bastard.

i knew i would not be able to control. i'd just read it. but i seriously don't want to do so. after all, what he did was like bad enough for me to hate him. then again, i dont hate him. what's the problem with you lynn. it's been three month plus. you thought you've gotten over it and done with. you should. its not fair to * . stop getting all emo sweetheart. everything bad's happening, but so? you can't change a thing. brace yourself up. you still have thursday. someone is nice enough to you. and you know * is more than a tool for revenge. you know it dear.

just move on, move out of his shadow. he will no longer be overbearing then. just do so. move on. he's in the wrong, not you. everyone else agrees with you. get overrit. damnit. i hope he fucks off. but crap. i just cant seem to do so. it's so bloody unfair to * lar zzzz. get lost. he's just another loser who looks like a gorilla(according to sandy) that cuts his hair at (the opposite of unlucky) plaza which makes him more loser(as according to sandy again). i hope this please me.

he's just a loser who isn't even worth one thought.

bro's back. i dunno anything. i dont wanna think. I HATE LOSERS WHO MAKE ME FEEL LIKE ANOTHER LOSER ):

2006-09-04T05:39:00.000-07:00

link:
crocodile hunter dead.

i'll miss him and his shows so much.

2006-09-04T04:42:00.000-07:00

alright. tmr is getting nowhere. you and last minute school stuffs. GRAHHHH.
and thur might have tuition for you so yeah. SHRUGS.
i dunno la. it's like always so difficult to plan with you. how crap.
but i guess, i shouldnt be too narrow-minded. must think for others la. wtf.

anyway, i went tanning today (:
and it's rather effective. whooots.
i got darker babeehh!
and wednesday!
aikloong, junxiang, shiqian, xinya, leon, wenbin and me!
hitting sentosa with a big splash. haha.
we're gonna tan (:
and play and eat.
poker tricks and dai ti, vball, tan, snacking, jumping around, crapping, gossiping. YAYYZZ. it's gonna be so fun.
AND IM GONNA GET SO DAMN DARK. i hope (:

and YOU just like asked me if im free on wed but too bad i've got plans to go out with my primary school friends. you're not my only social life doodzz. grahh, i dunno la. it's quite irritating cos all my plans are messed up alr. please make up your mind. thank you (:

kiss me while im still alive ; kill me while i kiss the sky
turn me into a statue of love ' and pray with all your might

2006-09-03T08:17:00.000-07:00

i like just dyed my hair.
against my mom's will.
i dont care.
but then again, the dye is not obvious at all.
which equals to no dye.
and considering i'll be dying back by end of sept holidays,
i should just pretend i didnt dye at all.

enjoy.
TUESDAY AND WEDNESDAY,
FLY HERE.
and i'll receive you with open arms.
******

open arms

Lying beside you, here in the dark
Feeling your heartbeat with mine
Softly you whisper
You’re so sincere
How could our love be so blind?
We sailed on together
We drifted apart
And here you are
By my side

CHORUS:
So now I’ve come to you
With open arms
Nothing to hide
Believe what I say
So here I am
With open arms
Hoping you see
What your love means to me
Open arms

Living without you
Living alone
This empty house
Seems so cold
Wanting to hold you
Wanting you near
How much I wanted you home
But now that you’ve come back
Turned night into day
I need you to stay

it's a pretty nice song.
both pretty and nice. <3>

2006-09-02T03:19:00.000-07:00

yayyz. watched the devil wears prada on thur.
i cant remember where or what i did on fri/yesterday.
went for lunch at jacks place with mommy today.
and ohyes, my dad almost couldnt recognise me when i happened to see him while on my way out until i called him and he realised it was me. HA (: im pro-ded.
i dunno what to blog about.

but yayyzzzz! i can't wait for wednesday.
the sun, the sand, the sea.
gonna loverrit. i want a tan!
whoopeedoos.
oh i just remember i went for a swim/tan at safra on fri. yes.
anyhow. WEDNESDAY! gosh (((((:

i can't wait for tuesday too (:
this holiday's quite packed. grah.

monday
hand in math reflections in school & either doing claymotion in school or SWIMMING/TANNING (: with al and jx.

tuesday
what else do i have to say? joelyn (:

wednesday
SENTOSA. where all the fun is happening.

thursday
yayyzz joelyn again. <3>

friday
R&J screening in school

saturday
finish all my work/peetee.

sunday
tuition
random photos!

haha okay. becky, you're TALLER THAN ME!

oh my dear little lewen finally learnt how to walk on national day!
and he's running everywhere in the house! <3ed.

she's got a flowerrr growing on her head.

chocolate fountain. :DD jeez.

super duper chio and pro-ded limei! love her! (:

wenbin! dont be sad about bball alr k! (: you look nicer smiling like this. HA. you're pro in all of our hearts. so yeps! (: dont be too nervous during match anymore :D

my bf sings karoke at level three/attic in a blue nike shirt wearing black ear studs at two am in the morning. PUNKYY. my brother (: haha! yayzz!

2006-08-21T07:28:00.000-07:00

okay. i just realised someone commited suicide dressed in red shirt + red pants two days ago just 5 blocks away. zzzOMG. i'll be so freaked out to walk home alone at night now la. like wtf. and it's like still the seventh month. it's damn freaky. so i'm gonna call ppl up to talk to from now onwards. and esp al so yeah, get your phone ready la. tsk, i'm like seriously shudders. red shirt and shorts. GOOOSSSH. kill me. ~~i'd commit suicide too.~~

anyway, pictures (: yayy.
well, blogger's hanging up on me so yea, it sucks. next time. grahhh.
okay i really give up cos blogger hates me.

eating sour power now. my dad bought it for me on his own la. YAY, he does know me after all (:
lubbhiimworhsxzzz.

ha, we haven't been talking for like two days. aw fine. HAHAH (:
hey perfect sugaaarrr, on my tongue, she's gonna. let you believe.

i wanna hear juicaayyee gossips. HEH. tell me more tell me more (:
i'm so boreddd. i wanna hear al play the piano. HAHAHA! bye.

2006-08-19T06:05:00.000-07:00

went to play badminton and bball with jx al and leon yesterday (: at least we're doing smthg for the project to slim jx down (: and we made him do five pumpings?! LOLS, and he did the ladies one la. tsk jx tsk! and he only agreed cos al said he'd do ten gentleman's one. our dear mr. ang jun xiang, how pro can you get? (:

then we continued playing badminton until this irritating boy came and wanted to play with us. and he kinda like acted damn big when he's like let's say, p3? gosh, he makes me pissed. so yea, we LEFT. HA, loserrr! went over the the bball court and shot hoops. YAY (: i wanna shoot. ha.

eh, went to causeway for breakfast at bk today. not like i ate, but my friend did. and we studied (: a little bit though. HA but still, a bit's better than nothing doooood. and i'm gonna declare i've finished cutting the poker queen thing. gosh i love it. it's prettttyyy. it took me so much efforts (:

and we went to town for movie, my super ex girlfriend. damn funny. but before that my friend was like hungry, SOOOOO, we went to eat again?! ha. he's pro. went bk again. like bow wow. and i bought muffin from famous amos (: heh. and like hello? he eats damn fast. he finished the burger before i finished my muffin, in like less than ten minutes? tsk. one word, pro. and we went for movie and then we went home, cos he had to study. lols.

i was supposed to go for dinner tonight with my parents but i didnt want to. so my dad was such an arse but threatening to beat me?! like wtf? i dont fall for such things anymore. i'm fourteen, no longer four. people grow and stop being scared of things they were once afraid of. this only makes me not feel like going even more so ha, thank you very very much my sweetest daddykins. don't make me call you a loser (: you're my dad. tsk!

anyhow, i went compass point for dinner with my friend. yay. LOL but he's damn fuuny cos he like, goes to all the different different churches every other day? haha, anyway, had dinner and went home. and here am i blogging now :D i dunno what's gonna happen next (: but i'll probably be doing my art.

i've spent about six hours on it and i've completed like slightly less than 1/3 of the drawing block. let me show you.

people from first half of 206 will understand how tedious it is. each tiny circle and each curved petals. tsk! god knows if i need another twelve hours just to complete it. sigh zzz. and each of them must be of different colour so yeah, it rocks, not. (:

i like this anyhow, it's just my name.

2006-08-13T05:39:00.000-07:00

i'm starting to contemplate.
we ~~seem to be~~ are drifting apart.
but that's not what i want to take place.
i really don't.
cos i still do.

if all i wanted was you.
tell me why the sky is blue and i'll tell you why i love you.
and because the sky will always always be blue.
so stop all the extreme emotions,
it's not always that good.

the next time i watch the fireworks,
it'll be with you. just you and me.

2006-08-10T04:33:00.000-07:00

went to watch click at marina in the morning (:
with al, jx and leon.
then lunch at hans.
and we had to go back cos jx had to go andrew's house at 330? haha. but anyhow, we were running from cityhall to marina square and it was so funny! jx can FLYYYY. the way rhe runs is utterly funnaye.

wanted to go jurong after tht, but we decided to go cck instead (: and we walked around aimlessly like a zombie. and we found xzone. and there's like xbox. zomg. i'm kinda addicted to it now. HA (: and it's all aikloong's fault that i'm totally hooked up onto xbox. after going his house on sat. zomg, so rockaye babeh. we're gonna play it one fine day again!

then went home. and smthg happened. MY WALLET dropped into the mrt railtrack. ahh ahhh.. konfosufbsrkmafklncA!#@/.
all because of you leon lau. HA.
but nvm, it was quite funny la. den we called the person to pick up for us and we all trotted home. that's all for today! YAYY. al bought stuffs and da bao xiao bao like auntie (: mwahahaa.

oh yes, dimple club was formed today! (: whoopeedoos.
and the book was created today. finally! all our movie stubs and everything. we'll put all into it and look back in 16years when we filled it all up. won't that be cool? and leon suggest some really cool name which i dunno. HA. we'll think aboutrrit on saturday (:

lovable lunatic loony likeable loser lovely lucky leon and lynn are the pioneers of the book!
so coolious shitzzz worhsxxxzzz :D we're the punky funky rockerrs doood.

2006-08-09T03:38:00.000-07:00

yesterday was npd celebrations.
and i've actually made plans to pon school together with al la. but somehow, my mom seems to know aboutrrit, and i dunno how. so i didnt pon school eventually. SIGH ZZZ. i feel very bad to al like so pangseh liddat. sigh. anyhow, celebrations was okay la. i like community singing! LIMEI! hah! we got so high and started dancing and everything!! ah, limei was another factor why i;ve decided to go for celeb ystd. cos we planned out the dance moves alr. HA.

then the thing was over and i went to yishun at about 1040, met up with al and jx and two of their friends. haha then we played bball. initially we wanted to play lan but there wasnt any space, gotta wait till about three. so bball (: yayyyy. i wanna practice my shooting more. HA :D so fun. then we went to al's house. hahaha, so funny. we played Xbox. omg fucken nice can. HAH (: it was awesomely fun! FUN! fun. two of their friends left at about six plus. then his mom and sis return from outside and i was asked to stay behind for dinner. and her sis was like so enthu to me tht i was a little scared. lols.

al's house had so many many many snacks can! zzzzomg. i want them to be at my place! haha, but his house is really pretty and all. they just renovated them also wad. but come to speak of it, that was my very first time going to his house despite knowing him for eight years. HA! wad a special relationship we're in. HAHAHAH! so funny la. and he hasnt come to my house yet. HA. and our parents like indirectly hinting to bring each other back?! -rolls eyes- since p1 then rumour has been going on till now. dont they get sick of it? hah but it makes it funny so, nvm! whateveerrrr. fa la la.

then jx left too so i was left alone there. had dinner there and the fried fish was nice! :D whoopeedoos. HA. then i left his house at about 9plus. he sent me to the interchange and yea, that was what happened yesterday. but me al and jx all think ystd was a damn fun day! (as quoted from jx's sms)

and oh yes, i forgot to mention! while at his house right, i borrow his shirt and shorts la. i mean, wearing jeans and tight fit shirt was so not comfortable. HAHAHA. but they're super comfy la! haha. the adidas jersey thingy and his jersey's short. so nice can. i like. and i wore them HOME. ha, i'll just gope from him and not return him! haha, no la, not so bad. ohwell. but they're really nice to wear. i like! (:

2006-08-07T07:25:00.000-07:00

FOP!
it was awesome good.
i saw mark teared.
i thought i was the only one who would ever teared while praying.
but hey, i wasn't!
HA, and mark is a new friend i just got to know tht day.
dont even know him nor talked to him.
but anyway, we are the followers of God.
and oh yes.
its' definitely one of the special place for a 'date'. HAH.
joelyn.
saw dew and mel (:

raise your hand and wave it.
feel god's presence in the air.
that's how close He is to us.
close your eyes and think.
sense my presence too, for it was He,
who brought everything together.
the creator of life.

2006-08-07T06:30:00.000-07:00

new skin. new life. but now, we're facing the end of the world.

040806 ESPRESSIONE two.
it rocked big time. i love ya sec twos! we were rockingggg coolious shitzz. we were all the babehs singing out loud for our passion for dance. ROCKAYE MANZZZ. although i screwed up, but nevermind. it's all over and HAH. i love our batch can!!! gosh. we really rocked upside down and got so funkyy high. thanks everyone who came down to support us and gave all of us flowers.

i got thirteen flowers! :D HAH. but none were from you.

last but not least, our batch. comprising of sandychoo, allypua, gohweesian, casslynkoh, likunhung, beckyliu, aletheachew and kohjiawen. i love you all too much. too too too much. i'm waiting for our batch dinner! (:

tmr's national day celebration, i dowan to elaborate too much. HAH :D

you've gotten yourself into deep shitzzzz.
when the mirrors lie, the words turn into disguise.
you better watch out.
cos it feels neglected.
one could just turn around and bite you on the back.
but i'd give you the chance. cos i love you.
i can't wait for o's to be over la. graaaahhh.
we had the nicest two dates everrrrrr. lols.

if love be rough with you, be rough with love.

2006-08-02T07:49:00.000-07:00

long live alexys! (:

i'm like borrowing the hiphop top from her cos i dont have coloured tops. HA. i have everything that are not passable. so yeah i gotta borrow. LOLS. and some blings she's lending me. she's the queen (: that haawwtt princess <3

princess elegant says:
okay (:
i bring the turquoise and green then you choose

/ // LYNN ladies, one more day! we'll dance through it all. says:
bring tmr yeah?

princess elegant says:
ok

/ // LYNN ladies, one more day! we'll dance through it all. says:
haha okay thanks alot!

princess elegant says:
np

/ // LYNN ladies, one more day! we'll dance through it all. says:
you're like my savior!

princess elegant says:
whoo yay worship me : D

princess elegant says:
then wear rings!
like those huge chunky ones i'll lend you mine

/ // LYNN ladies, one more day! we'll dance through it all. says:
i was like who will have all these stuffs
then hey presto! our alexys has them all.
HA.

princess elegant says:
hahaha!
i rock yes? tell me i rock : D

/ // LYNN ladies, one more day! we'll dance through it all. says:
you rock! whoooppeeedooos.

princess elegant says:
yay

/ // LYNN ladies, one more day! we'll dance through it all. says:
you deserve it!

haha, seriously, thank alexys alot alot! if not for you i really dunno wad state i'll be in now (: love ya!

2006-08-02T07:04:00.000-07:00

one more day.
dance rehearsal at victoria tomorrow. i'm really tired of all the practices. but i want this concert to turn out well. i hope i can hold on. i promised my friends already.

i rly rly wanted to blog about so many things in the past one/two weeks. but there's no time, sadly. i'm like filled with stuffs in the timetable. sigh zzz. after dance concert. it'll be a better time. yet, exams are gonna start. whateverrr la. my chi pt is dead. like totally. alright stop the work. i dont want to care aboutrrit currently.

i just want espressione-II to turn out really really well (: i'm gonna put in efforts for it yea.
and i'm going haven on sat. so yes, i'll probably get to meet mao. HA.

one more day.
dance it with me.

2006-07-19T07:00:00.000-07:00

haha, okay, i just realise not long ago i got tagged by delia to do this. and she tagged me in may, and im only doing this now in july. how pro can i get. okay wait. stomachache.
i'll be back.

haha indeed i'm back. fa la la.

1. The tagged victim has to come up with 8 different points of his/her perfect lover.
2. Mention the gender of his/her perfectlover.
3. Tag 8 victims to join this game and leave a comment at their blogs.
4. If you are tagged the second time, there is no need to do this AGAIN.
5. The most impt rule: have fun doing it.

Gender of my perfect lover: definitely not a girl (: i'm straight. HAHA.

1. taller taller than me.
2. maybe with my brother's look-alike hairstyle.
3. sweet and generous.
4. accept my flings. LOL, nyeeeh. i'm just close to some pri sch friends.
5. able to remember dates well- veri si4 xin1
6. a sweet-talker with a wide knowledge of vocab.
7. someone who'll tell me he loves me personally, and mean it.
8. being random and crap crap crap non stop with me!

My victims:
1.sihim
2.sandy
3.fiona
4.cherie
5.junru
6.limei
7.shimin-mrs banana!
8. anyone else who likes it.

another survey (: i feel in the survey-ly mood.

Rules: Express your Love for SEVEN and get others to know more about you. :D Copy and Paste the following into your own blog and complete all SEVEN bullets of the SEVEN questions. Then, pick SEVEN people to pass it on! Have fun!

SEVEN things that make me smile:
-reading silly messages like early in the morning/at night
-when people share their secrets with me. MP uhhhhhh.
-when everyone else's cheering up!
-i see something/someone i like.
-while doing sweet little things for others(eg writing nice notes to friends)
-getting what i want.
-myself (: oh yes, i smile to myself, many a times.

SEVEN ways to win my heart
-sweet-talking to me. but you mustn't make me think you're sweet talking. then, you achieve your goal. so yes, read up more and learn more vocab.
-spending time stoning with me, it's a miracle if you can stone with me, cos i'm too much of a stoner. leon's one of them, haha, but he doesn't win my heart. aw, too bad leon!
-if he manages to do smthg from a fairytale? hah! that's evil.
-look at me into my eye xP
-do something sweet for me. i melt easily. HAHA!
-kissing me on my eye and me drifting off to sleep on his lap or smthg. LOL. i think it's damn funny la! (: so not going to happen so yeah, smilesmile.
-take me out and watch the stars together.

SEVEN things I'm afraid of
-crying all over feeling like a bloody loser.
-phone dying on me
-embarrassment
-insects
-humiliation
-failing someone's expectation
-breaking hearts.

SEVEN things I do everyday:
-talk!
-omg, teevees are a must man.
-stoning
-saying hello to people
-not doing homework on my own
-my beauty sleep!
-staring into space

SEVEN people I want to meet now:
-joelyn (: we're meeting soon.
-mp. cos we're talking on the phone now and you're asking me to write your name. bhb (: haha.
-lisa phua!
-dew!!! (:
-wilber pan (:
-chua shimin (:
-all other friends

SEVEN people who should do this:
-leon!
-people mentioned in the previous survey
-my brother (: cos he likes number seven
-people who has the jersey number seven
-i can't think of anymore now, i want to sleeeeep.

went with xuanwei to buy her diamond earrings today.
damn rich la (:

2006-07-17T06:49:00.000-07:00

haha i bought the tickets for my dance concert for people on their behalf already (: so you guys better pay me back soon. LOL i'm broke luh.

went to watch re-cycle. with my movie partner! hahaha, so funny luh us. crapped like shit during the show. and we wanted to zheng3 this two cresent girls by tapping them from the back cos they kept screaming like hell during the movie when it wasnt even scary?! wth. anyway it was retarded cos we got the lovers' seat?! i sat at the exact seat on sat, only in another movie theatre, which is like next door. -.- erps. but lovers' seats are bigger! so yeah, let's ALL take lovers' seat in future. we dont have to move the hand thing up always what.

and my MP(movie partner) treated me today! lol, gosh i'm so honoured right. cos he doesnt treat girls who ain't his gf or whateverrr. LIKE WHATEVER. you are damn rich. hmphf. i'm gonna rob you!

haha, and i'm so sorry MP. i totally forgot to thank you for that treat. so sorrie nehsxxxzzzz. i'm declaring this apology k. don't execute me or whatsoever. haha (: and yesyes, a BEEEEEG thank you!

happy birthday yvette!
happy birthday amanda!
all of you are loved!
and happy belated birthday to amanda's and lisa's senior, whose birthday was four days ago! so sorry i don't know your name xD

<333loooves.

thursday, fly to me. quick.

2006-07-15T06:38:00.000-07:00

rg open house today (:
pretty boring and stuffs, we put the dance flyers on the cars luh! damn funny, me, sandy and kunhang. then we went around collecting stickers xD i got about 36stickers! whoots, so colourful man. LOL! no space to paste on my shirt.

then went to physics booth for awhile. i love the swinging the water thing. its like 'swing it with style man' right limei? (: heh. then i went off after awhile. went to watch superman returns, AGAIN. haha. but well, it was pretty nice la (: don't mind watching it again.

then took bus to clementi, then train to yishun. got present for my mortal (: it's her birthday on monday (: yesyes, i didn't forget :D heh. got home and typed out her letter, which i owed her for ages. hmm, then slacking and stoning around the house. nothing much today (:

except that i thought it was nice.

i'll feel your heartbeat with the back of my head.
'cos your warmth's within me, that's why it's cold.

i didn't know babies love photowhoring too (:
so zi lian worhsxxzzzzz. cute nehsxxzzzz. whoooots.
lewen is the man! he's the winner!

2006-07-12T07:41:00.000-07:00

ah-ha! after not blogging for 2plus weeks, i'm back (: mwahahaha. it's been pretty busy everyday. sigh, and im going to get a DC. i so love going to dc cos it's gonna be my first time and im looking forward to it like nobody's business. how fun! for like low socks. and i friggin' got booked at toa payoh luh. while supporting the swim finals. like wth, book me outside school. i'm damn pissed. sigh, and there goes my hope of being a psl. LOL, but then again, i screwed up my interview so ya, i wont get in anyhow. it's just a confirmation. LIKE BOW WOW. hmm, but nvm (: joel said he'd give me his psl badge. hahahah! so funnaye (: but he stepped down alr cos sec4 so it's not fun. ahwell.

haha oh the funny thing was that joel, being a tracker, decided to miss school and support his school's swimming for awhile cos he was bored. so his swimmer friends were like asking, 'why is there a tracker here?' hahahha. so he was like at the wrong place at the correct time! hahaha. and he went to ask his friends about (someone) and found out how hated that (someone) is in his school. whoooots. revenge is sweeet. right sihim? LOL.

i watched poc dead man's chest today (: it was good but the ending wasnt. it doesnt have a proper ending luh! but thing is, i watched today (: before 13july. ah-ha. yay wheee. i was supposed to watch scary movie 4 but nvm (: since it was at like 9pm -.- haha.

today was nice. thanks whoeverrrrr- BLACK/MAO. hahaha. drink some more coke and you'll be even darker luh! semi tmwr. good luck (:

byeeeeee (: i have a ton of homework awaiting me! toodles. doodles. cuddles.
i'm really bored and tired :D we're gonna bake muffins tmwr! <3

2006-06-29T02:57:00.000-07:00

My ex is r.j.p? Hahaha (:

Maybe I should try start studying real hard

I don't understand how can people be so ungentlemanly to a extent that im better than them

I lose my head when I feel bu shuang, sick or damn sad.

People say I'm a crazy and weird person?

Love is trying to get over someone? Lol, love is god. Love is you. but Love pricks (:

Somewhere, someone is going to tear tonight about smthg that happened exactly one month ago.

I will always remember how asshole some people can get (: and how I actually fainted yesterday. How nice (:

Forever is basically a lie that doesn't exist, there are evidence to prove it.

I never want to cry over him again. hopefully though.

I think the current US president doesn't know me. but he's rich i suppose

When I wake up in the morning I don't want to go to school. But then again, journey to school is fun.

My past is rather pathetic and totally stupid.

I get annoyed less than he does. ohwell (: i'm high and happy. Then again, it's just hopefully.

Parties should have alcohol (: like totaalllly man (: and people whom you can go crazy with!

Kisses are the best when they're the first and it all boils down to you.

Tomorrow is lisa's birthday!

I really want to seek revenge (: according to the plans me and sihim have made. Yeahhhh. I really want to do well for my exams (: woots.

I have low tolerance for losers. It's true (: cos I have low tolerance for myself. How nice (:

dominic's birthday

2006-06-22T08:39:00.000-07:00

so today's the day uh.............
hahaha xD

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my
DEAREST DOMINIC (:
note the 'd's.
they are alliteration! whoots (:

went jurong point again today (:
with aikloong, aloyius, leon, junxiang and xinya!
will blog about it in the next post.
i still owe this blog pics of the wedding xD
but i'll post soon enough (:
gotta run! byeeeeee.

and once again,
happy birthday to dominic!
whoots (: you're definitely <3ed!
-love is all you need.

LOL.

over over over over over
i need to forget today (:
that'd be nice!
'happy and cheery'-as said by siang ann
and i think he's really right in that (:
thanks!

jurong point

2006-06-20T06:05:00.000-07:00

haha had dance prac in morning
then went for lunch at tanglin cc (:
with shuangwei, kunhang, qingyu and zhengning!
haha and shuangwei and me were telling stories/scandals uh. so funny xD
heh.
met up with dear daddy
went to juring point.

the way our eyes met
the shirt you're wearing
i have the same exact one
i'm sure of your school
but how on earth would we ever meet again?
unless a miracle happens.
i can't even remember your face now.
haha (:
i just thought.
the way our eyes met.
it was coooool.
i want to see you again.
but then,
i dont think i'll recognise you anyhow.

dr william tan marathon.
that event shirt.
i had two,
but i lost one.
and i found it on you.
our gaze (:

haha i'm bored!
but really.
i just to see.
just one more time.
it felt
really
really
good.

i haven't felt that way for a long time.
i think.
not exactly long
but somehow.
i miss that feeling.
HAHA (:

2006-06-19T01:51:00.000-07:00

long post!
last week and today (:

mon-watched the omen.
was pretty dumb but nvm. hahaha (:
see. it was the company luh?
be honoured la k!
though it was like sian
but well (:
nice going out with you!

tue-dance prac

wed-watched the nun!
with aloy and al (:
we had quite alot of time to kill before the show
so we did smthg stupid.
like sitting down on the floor and taking pic
so that we're below 90cm
and get a free admission tix!

hahaha. see im so gentlemanly k!
i actually lent aloysius(who was urm.scared during the show) my shoulder!
don't try to deny the fact!
mwahahahaha.
gentlemanly/superwoman!
ha-ha.
and we played around in giant supermarket
running and chasing each other! LOL
so funnaye!
and snatching each others' phone.
yay whee!

thur-watched cars
with zk
and i have to say, it's a pretty good show for animations.
about two hours and it wasnt draggy
unlike over the hedge =/

fri-i was supposed to work out with my godsis.
hmm. jog and iceskate and swim.
but we did nthg in the end!
cos it rained in the morning and it spoilt our mood
mwahahah! but it was still FUN.
we went out for dinner
supposed to be at music dreamers cafe
but we met up with raymond(her pri sch friend)
then met raymond's friend
who's a northland senior (:
haha
went carls junior for dinner instead
LOL
shopped around at heeren/marina/suntec
and we tried i-gallop!
damn funnaye! (:
then 11plus and we gotta go back already
raymond sent us back
and he kept scaring me
HURHURR-
but it was funny la (:
raymond is a nice guy (: and so crappy and lame!
wheeee.
nice knowing him and hianyang
reached godsis's house at 12plus
and i stayed overnight there (:

sat-SL in morning
took mers cab seh.
LOL!
damn funny
and ate rotiprata and teh beh at bedok (:
sandy's (not choo) treat!
then went over to yishun
bought my p3 kid assessment books
got contacts solution and printer toner
and i went home happily, TIREDDD.
yada yada.
world cup at night, as usual (:

sun-tuition at 12nn
wedding dinner at oriental hotel
totally hawwwtttt. haha xD
the food was like good la.
talked to ah kee korkor and his wife
and both of them are air steward/stewardess!
so cool k (:
they rock.
and sam/ah kee kor kor was damn dumb
will post the pic up in next post
took pictures and crapped with them
dinner finished at 11plus
and they drove mommy and me home
reached home at 1215
and jocelyn was satying over at my house too
and i watched FFFIIFFAA.
slept at 2am.

mon-dance prac!
went for lunch with kunhung, alethea and becky
at crystal jade
hahahah (: so funny
we were hogging the seats
yeps that's about all.

6more days till school starts.
it's been 3weeks already (:

guess i'm worth every bit. not.
what a wonderful world i do live in. not.
WOW.
AMAZING.

2006-06-09T07:33:00.000-07:00

hahaha the 100th post the other time.
now the 120th.
twenty posts in total (:
no more (:

i'm back, with more power, more strength and more energy.

i believe.
i can still fly!

oh yes! ben!
xiaohouhou sounds gay! gay-er than yangyang, that's for sure!
tanning on thursday! hahaahahh (:
i'll smile smile smile like nobody's business already!

SL tml (: im tired!! just got back from malaysia this evening yeah. tsktsk!
and i wanna swim swim swim!
and we're probably going shopping at expo tml! hahahahha!
i dont know which priority to give to which (:
hahahahhahahha!
i dont really care (i hope!)

and sunday!
church? maybe.
sentosa chalet! maybe.
swim again! must!
tutoring (: yeah babeh yeah.

PHOOOOOOF.
i've been having a packed holiday so far (:
and i guess,
i'm missing you lesser by each day!
WHEEEEE (:

wimp or hero? your wish. your decision.
just too bad we're still not talking!
lalalalala.

i like this pic! lots and lots!

so i'm posting this pic! no matter how many times i've done it before!
cingcong is <3!!!
hahahahhaa.
he printed this pic and paste it in the living room k!
so big and prettaye and handsome us!
hahahaha
love him for that mann.
hahahahhaha (:
i'm gonna miss him so much!
and thank you for bringing me out to eat at night k!
(: smile smile!
love ya, as much as i love eating!
hahahaha.
i still have another pic of him driving :D
wooots.
cool man (so lame, whatever)
hahahah! yeah babeh yeah.
you're the coooool dude.
sizzlin' hot gorgerous. sexaye.
cingcong is <3!!
thanks! (:

2006-05-31T05:27:00.000-07:00

this is a story. just plain fiction (:
just skip everything.
don't bother reading
cos there's no happy ending,
just like what a fairytale should have.
THIS, is NO fairytale.
the good doesn't always win.

once.
twice.
thrice.

the third time. this girl, has fallen. so hard, so fast.
in just within one month and one week.
so many things happened.

everything was sweet. sweeter than any apple crumble that she could make. promises were made to protect another promise, something new. how they laughed at the visa advertisement, how they laughed at the indian accent, how they laughed at acting gay/bimb. everything was nice. she teased him about chicken little. the moments they looked into each others' eyes. all the sweet-talkings. happy she must make strong * happy if not *will be strong but sad. * made her forget about the person she liked for more than a year. * actually managed to do that. they got together. it was so fast, but she dint mind. for, she really fell so hard for him. it was the best present he said he's ever received.

days passed. they always went to the library. the queensway library. the crumpler bags always make such a din. but they laughed about it. study sessions were held.

okay crap. i dont feel like writing anymore so too bad. have fun. because everything rocks in my world now. the world hates me so much luh. all the problem lies in me, for being such an immature person and not putting myself in your shoes. but have you ever stop to think about me? much as i want to hate you, i cant. i just cant. everything. every single thing i do or see, i'll be reminded of you. LIKE EVERYTHING. i dont want to mope over all this like an idiot. but you left me there outside the concert hall. you simple abandoned me there on my own.what a jerk you're acting. but yesyes, it's all my fault for being immature. for being jejune. i really dont know what to do. im just reminded of you. i hate to love you. and i'd love to hate you. but you think. is it possible?

i dont freaking mind be what you said the other time. it took me so hard to accept everything. i'll be strong. or at least that's what i thought. just because im crying like no one's business cos im someone not worth thinking of, not worth keeping promises to. im such an inconsiderable person. even if i disappear, i dont even think one would bother. for heavens sake. someone just kill me. may a car knock me down or whatsoever la. im just so jaded of being hurt already. i dont want to cry anymore. i hate this. im just a fucking loser. but wait. 'you're not a loser! you're my gf leh!' okay, maybe im not a loser. cos nthg can describe me now. perhaps, im not even worth a pile of shit huh? so life's so good now that everyone deserts me. life's so much better without me. no one to pressurize you. isn't things so much so much lighter? a burden off your shoulder. oh wait again. 'please?you're the only thing i dont mind worrying about' what a blatant lie. like wow.
aiya. the problem is just me la. i'm just a lousy gf. everything i do sucks. just like what a sucker i am now. everything's fake. all the promises, the jokes, the sweettalks, the reassurance, the fun, the hugs, the plays. all are just false. the only thing that is true now are just probably my tears.

maybe i should just really die. serious (:

in case you're reading this. just to let you know. there's really no point in blocking me cos i know you are blocking me. i really thought we could still be friends cos yeah, i suck what. the problem is me, not even you lorh. have fun and enjoy life.

i suppose we should have a good talk? but you dont allow that.

so yes, i should just die (:
like totally.
i have a few ways to go about doing it.
so far.
im having sucidal thoughts.
HOW FUN
yeah babeh yeah.

die die die
the world hates me
and i hate myself too
and what? it's all because of you (:
thanks man.
i hate myself and
i love you.

yada yada.
i have so much to say to you.

2006-05-30T05:05:00.000-07:00

everything is so not cool anymore. every single thing. i feel happy luh. like totally! absolutely man. wow. haha. i'll rant on. about every every single thing in the next post. i will. i need to release my 'whatever-ness'. have fun in the meanwhile without me (:

i'll keep to my promise and be strong about it. i'll take it in my stride. i'll smile through it all. i'll accept this whole thing with grace and respect to you. that's my promise and i kept to it. i actually did that.
but what about you? all you promises you made, were never fulfilled =| (:

(:

2006-05-27T08:57:00.000-07:00

had been pretty sad yesterday and the day before. but yeah, i'm alright now already! (: thanks DEW! sandy! LEON! amanda! and everyone else who cheered me up! i'm pretty high now in fact. woots!

ha-ha-ha. i just got home from alumi gathering. heh. i shall talk about my day today! since im prettaye high. in the morning i went for sl at SOS animals la. lol, and i realise im really quite afraid of cats. yeah, whatever the thing is, i stinked. oh and i actually went to the library to borrow books to read. like wow (: im proud of myself. anyway, got home at about 3plus or 4. haha, i saw peifen on the bus! the last time i saw her was at my tutor's wedding but yeah, just said hi only. got home, slacked around and went online (: until about 530 i realise i gotta get ready my stuffs and leave the house soon (:

so i left at about 6 xD heh. go to northpoint, got the necklace from poh heng, went to buy contacts for bro and got pens at popular. but i was still prettaye early so i shopped around on my own and it was so lonely! bleah. well, it was about time then i had to go and take bus to meet junxiang. hahahah :D yepyeps. so i met him outside northland at 7.35. and wenbin just reached the interchange then. so we waited for him until about 7.45. and we waited and waited for leon until 8plus la! leon! you! just because you're buying shoes! you think you king huh! so big! leon ah leon! hahahaha, but nvm, at least you came (: smilesmile! and even though we went in so late, we still had to buy tix and each cost $5. damn broke la. grah.

and the atmosphere inside was so not hot lorh. it was like COLD (: brrr. aiya but we crapped and stuffs. and we dared each other alot of stuffs, like waving '----?' in front of someone. and catwalking up the stage and shout 'wo yong yuan zhi chi ni' and all the crappy stuffs! but well, no one did it la! hmphf. so not fun but well. ok i admit it was still fun! (: wheee. and we kept laughing and blah blah. aw! how i miss them! woots. oh then mrs jayalath and mr ganesan was like the funniest! they still thought i was with wenbin? when both of us never started in the first place? lol!!! super funny. they've been thinking of that for about urm, 2 and a half years? uh. hahahaha. later ******* becomes unhappy. hahahahha. but i thought it was really really funny! uh, wenbin! cannot stand beside each other anymore! must ask someone stand in the middle! lol. like whatever :D

then we went to play pool. and junxiang rocks at it la! damn pro la! okay, it was the direct opposite. LOL! but it was so funny once again cos he keep missing the ball and his expression was like frustrated yet cute. haha yay i love my 'brother'. alright then wenbin was the real pro. but he was pro-er last time. deprove already uh. hahahaha, he was my teacher man xD he taught me how to play pool last time. my shi fu! LOL. oh then leon borrowed fifty cents from me to buy lollipop from the machine thingy and he got two?! so i got the other one (: mwahahahaha. free lollipops. lunatic, loony, lucky lovable leon and lynn licking lollipops. my eng rocks. uh uh. and leon and i took random photos. examples are the two lollipop sticks. LOL. leon ah! must send me all the photos we took today! even those with jx and wenbin one! mwahaha. let's blackmail.

yepyeps and we went to eat long johns after that. which was about 10plus. SUPPER (: cos leon wanted to eat so yeah we all went and eat. hahahaha. leon told the person that he wanted combo A. like wow, since when is there a new set cos combo A my dear? it's combo one la!!!! hahahahahhaha! laughed like shit. we crapped and told wenbin that leon dint have a cca cos his academics damn good and blah. and wenbin was so gullible! (: and we stoned (as usual! especially at long john cos we always stone there!) and played stupid games like being irrelevant. it was retarded! but at the same time, i missed it so much! yeah at about 11.10 i had to go home and yada yada. reached home at 1140.

the thing is, i really miss the times when all of us just played together going crazy and not giving a damn to other things. we just played, real hard. real fun. haven't met up for quite a long time already so yeah, at least today was worthwhile. afterall, it was for the sake of friends. friends that i love. thanks for everything.

smile hard. smile with truth :D

geog pt

2006-05-24T10:14:00.001-07:00

went home with amanda today!
missed her so much!
spent like quality time together uh?
hahahaha, so funny yet cute (:
that sweet amanda!
had talks and stuffs.
thanks amanda! <3

heh this is prettaye cool. it's 1.1am now (: hahahaha. too bad it isn't like 1.11.11 but okay nvm. just crapping. yeah so many other people are online now depsite the late hour cos everyone's doing their geog pt! and i'm no exception. but im seriously stuck and tired so i've decided to give myself a break (: smilesmile! i'm totally screwed for it and i dont even intend to sleep tonight? urgh. and there's english reflections and math. heck la, i'm not gonna do those. geog is currently first on my list. im so screwed! haven't even has a finishing idea or whatever you call it. sigh.

geog pt(s) are my bestest friends ever.
mark the sacarsm my dears.

i need you in my arms to hold tonight
like really really badly.
awww.
i can't stop whining cos it's just so much work
i want you to be by my side (:
heh.
uh, we're going on horseback together.
in your dreams, maybe! xD
it's prettaye coolzzz.

2006-05-19T06:25:00.000-07:00

ohwell.

this is pretty saddening. like seriously? sigh, things aren't going exactly that well at home. she could be suffering from a mental breakdown/depression cos she's under super alot of pressure. her work and children. she's in a rather confused state of mind now and she refuses to pick up the calls. aiya, and my mom is like super worried. and in turn, im worried about two pp now. grah. in school it's like the oh-so-high-and-happy crappy lynn but hey. this gets depressing too. everyday i feel so damn tired to go home. i'll start worrying. in school, i'd try my best not to think about it but the more i tried, the worst it gets? i really don't know la. im not trying to grumble/complain. i just want to voice out. i never told anyone about this. i mean it happened just like one week ago? and things may get really serious, which is smthg i don't like, not in one bit. i dont know who i should exactly talk to huh? *and he's got enough problems on his own and i won't want to bother him.

like wth la. so damn stressed at home all this actually gets on my nerves so much. i dread it. i suck at such situations and i dont know when to say the right thing. so i always end up saying wrong stuffs at wrong times? like i said, perhaps i'm just a fucking loser la. a loser who does not know anything and say stupid things and talk without processing information in her brain. one word-bimbo? nyah, you can just take away the pretty. just damn stupid.

like hello hello? i need smthg to spark me off, to make me happy, to motivate me again? damn. saying funny stuffs will just make me happy just for that split second but i want smthg that'd last. i'm bothered by everything and everything pisses me off easily. say this loser is pmsing. but there's a reason for my pms so yah. i dont know la. shit.

how can life be so screwed, with no control or whatsoever. fuck.

2006-05-16T06:24:00.000-07:00

get 60 points and below, and you're an angel!

1) smoked
2) consumed alcohol
3) slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex
4) slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex
5) made out with someone of the opposite sex
6) made out with someone of the same sex
7) had someone in your room of the opposite sex
8) watched porn
9) bought porn
10) done drugs
TOTAL: 5

11) taken pain killers
12) taken someone else's prescription medicine
13) lied to your parents
14) lied to a friend
15) snuck out of the house
16) done something illegal
17) cut yourself
18) hurt someone
19) wished someone to die
20) seen someone die
TOTAL: 6

21) missed curfew
22) stayed out all night
23) eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself
24) been to a therapist
25) been to rehab
26) dyed your hair
27) received a ticket
28) been in a wreck
29) been to a club
30) been to a bar
TOTAL: 2

31) been to a wild party
32) seen the Mardi Gras
34) had a spring break in Florida
35) sniffed anything
36) wore black nail polish
37) wore arm band
s38) wore t-shirts with band names
39) listened to rap
40) own a 50 cent CD
TOTAL: 2

41) dressed gothic
42) dressed prep
43) dressed punk
44) dressed grunge
45) stole something
46) been too drunk to remember anything
47) blacked out
48) fainted
49) had a crush on your neighbor
50) had someone sneak into your room
TOTAL: 3

51) snuck into someone else's room
52) had a crush on someone of the same sex
53) been to a concert
54) dry humped someone
55) been called a slut
56) called someone a slut
57) installed speakers in your car
58) broke a mirror
59) showered at someone of the opposites sex's house
60) brushed your teeth with someone elses toothbrush
TOTAL: 5

61) consider Mac, Dre, e40 or Mistah Fab your favorite rapper
62) seen an R rated movie in theaters
63) cruised the mall
64) skipped school
65) had an eating disorder
66) had an injury
67) gone to court
68) walked out of a restaurant without paying
69) caught something on fire
70) lied about your age
TOTAL: 1

71) owned an apartment
72) cheated on your boyfriend/girlfriend
73) cheated with someone
74) got in trouble with the police
75) talked to a stranger
76) hugged a stranger
77) kissed a stranger
78) rode in the car with a stranger
79) been sexually harassed
80) been verbally harassed
TOTAL: 0

81) met face to face with someone you met online
82) stayed online for 12 hours straight
83) talked on the phone for more than 6 hours straight
84) watched TV for 12 hours straight
85) been to a fair
86) been called a bad influence
87) cursed
88) prank called someone
89) laid in the bed with someone of the opposite sex
90) cheated on a test
TOTAL: 8

91) cheated on homework
92) held hands with someone of the opposite sex
93) been pushed into a pool
94) played pool
95) watched 5 hours of mtv straight
96) had a crush on someone 10 years older than you
97) had a crush on someone younger than you
98) wear eyeliner
99) skinny dipped
100) laughed at someone who was seriously hurt
TOTAL: 5

overall total: 37
i'm angelic (: prettaye!

weird

2006-05-14T06:18:00.000-07:00

i feel weird
sometimes so weird i dont know what is that
i feel damn mean
i feel bad
i dont know
i kinda tend to jump to conclusions
without thinking about what he's thinking about
they have their own problems
and they probably dint want to tell me or smthg
so maybe i dont worry?
that's the positive thinking.
the negative one:
perhaps i'm just fucking irritating.
the thing is
i really want to be there
to console
well i admit i can't cheer people up or what
but i'd definitely listen,
listen hard and good.
i dont know
sometimes you blow hot and cold
or maybe it's just my imagination
things are simple actually
yet when expressed,
it can become so sophisticated
it's ironic.
i dont know how to lift up your spirits
you're so unpredictable sometimes
and freaky.
i dont even dare to text you
when you're really mad
i'm scared
i want to help
but i really dont know how to
perhaps

i simply suck.
and i think i seriously do.

so what's the real lynn?
behind all the facade
no hiding,
no nothing
just that very first lynn
the same when she arrived on earth,
the very starting
right in her mother's womb.
i need it to resurface.
maybe it's just deep down within
and the time is not ripe for it to appear

but wait.
what if she's is the real one already?
this would only show what a weakling she is
she is indeed one.
she could do nothing but tear
she's not popular.
she's not wanted.
there's no point in feeling so bad
she cant do fucking anything about it
she's just born that way

she sucks.
very badly.
oh damnit.
i'm just a freaking loser who sucks.

2006-05-12T08:42:00.000-07:00

today is a nice nice day.
thanks for everything (:

watched voice and when a stranger calls.
went to my friend's house after that.
had dinner, watched tv, played poker, ate icecream, watched toy story.
11plus hours xD
how time flies.

today is an eventful day.
and i love it very much.
<33 aww.

2006-05-12T08:18:00.000-07:00

"Name 20 people you can think of at the top of your head.Dont read the below questions before you write and tag 5 ppl to do this survey."

1. leon
2. shimin
3. aikloong
4. junxiang
5. sandy
6. weesian
7. peiyi
8. limei
9. fiona lee
10. aloysius
11. benjamin?
12. amanda chin
13. alexys
14. lisa

15. le wen

16. eunice

17. crystalbel
18. tricia

19. junru
20. still (someone)

- How did you meet 14? (lisa) through amanda chin? heh.
- What would you do if you never met 1? (leon) i'd probably die
- What would you do if 20 and 9 dated? (someone and fiona) i'd die too. die badly.
- Did you ever like 19? (junru) yeah (: as a friend! i'm not a lesbian.
- Would 6 and 17 make a good couple? (weesian and crystalbel) who knows! xDDD
- Describe 3. (aikloong) funny dude man. yo'wazssup. my childhood crush.
- Do you think 8 is attractive? (limei) superb. loves.
- Tell me something about 7. (peiyi) MMMMMM yay.
- Do you know any of 12's family? (amanda chin) dont know them personally. but yeah, one sis she's got.
- What's 8's favourite? (limei) gymnas. looking into the mirror! awww! hahaha.
- What would you do if 11 confesses that he/she likes you? (benjamin) i'd proabably go out with him cos i love him as much too <3
- What language does 15 speak? (lewen) his own baby's language
- Who is 9 going out with? (fiona) jaren YAY.
- How old is 16 now? (eunice) 13half.
- When was the last time you talked to 13? (alexys) yesterday at choir concert
- Who's 2 favourite band/singer? (shimin) rgs band
- Would you date 4? (junxiang) nooo? he's my 'bro' la.
- Would you date 7? (peiyi) why not. we are anyway. OOPS? justkidding.
- Would you ever be in a serious relationship with 11? (benjamin) oh yes of cos i do. i see him all the time my dear at home.
- What school does 3 go to? (aikloong) northland pri, cat high dog low.
- Whats your favourite thing about 5? (sandy) just her!
- Have you seen no.1 naked? (leon) eew. like hell no. and im not interested.

people tagged to do this:
1) leon
2) fiona lee
3) eunice
4) lewen (provided he can do it)
5) tricia

2006-05-08T04:34:00.000-07:00

° leon``* lost in transit says:
hm

° leon``* i'm yours! says:
LOL i feel so bored

/ // LYNN you're mine! says:
me too!

° leon``* i'm yours! says:
look at my nic.

/ // LYNN you're mine! says:
OH WHATEVER LEON

/ // LYNN you're mine! says:
later other pp think we're together or what lorh

° leon``* i'm yours! says:
omg so farnie

° leon``* no you can't have me! says:
ok this is beta

/ // LYNN you're mine! says:
let's post this convo on my blog!

/ // LYNN you're mine! says:
so fuunny!

this was how i spent my day
crapping with leon!
hahahah!
we rock, as usual. DUH.

i think i'm having a fever!
but i dont really careeeee.
heh.

you're mine! (:

2006-05-06T00:59:00.000-07:00

alright i'm seriously bored. and i influenced leon to be as sleepy as me. so i might as well do smthg constructive. like blogging. urm, i shall continue with my list of fantastic people (:

shimin- hello mrs ban-na-na! i think you're super duper CUTE can! hahahaha, and so nice! and we crap so much during speech. and urm, the banana looks gross. yuck. i will never ever peel it so early again. hahahahah. shimin is so nice and i can share my secrets with her! hey, be honoured alright. one of the so few people who knows about that ahem ahem thing! heh. i love your company!

limei- yo that super duper flex pro gymmer. you looked so chio on gym concert alright! not that you're not chio normally but normally you're chio in the cute way but on gym concert was like one word: beautiful. like absolutely! make me crush you ley! hahahahha. and thanks for tying my hair when i wanted to braid them! i can't braid my own hair. that's like sad but haha, nvm. i have you! you're so fun and whacky and life will be broing without you! xD

dew- lol. walao. i tell you. you better not tell his cousin. end of story. LOL. yay i love dew. esp on the bookday la! so shuai also. damn it. make me crush you also! hahahah. both sandy and i are so into you. LOL. you look so dao sometimes can! but ohwell. you rock! and i love you! like totally~hahahah.

eunice- hey honey! honey honey honey. so sticky awww. LOL! i love you to bits and pieces too! what happened to our honey stars? i want them! hmphf. honey stars rock. so does honey. WHEEE.

crystalbel- sugar sugar sugar. SUGAR WE'RE GOING DOWN SWINGING. stop being so perv la. you and that tricia are so perv. HMPHF. but nvm. i still like sugar cos it's sweet! hahaha. sorry i got honey+sugar+cane la. but we all together also what! hahahahhaa. <3

tricia- hello cane! ah ma's cane! LOL. stop your imagination about the cupcakes situps and pushups la. damn sick can! walao. more perv than crystalbel already! hahahahah. anyway, you're so funny at the same time! so i love you too :) haha.

yenyee- fellow desk mate and fellow 103 classmate! hahaha you're so pro in studies alright. and thanks for helping me and teaching me stuffs whenever i dont know anything. which happens very often! hope you dont find me irritating! hahahaha. thanks alot yenyee!

vianne- fellow deskmate too! hahaha. sorry eh, used to quarrel and argue quite alot with you in the past and stuffs but haha, we're still friends in the end! hahahaha. yay, we rock.

charlene- walao. another pro one. i've got only one word for you: PRO. like seriously la. sigh. i feel so inferior! lol. anyway you're super nice! CHEERS

last but not least,
fiona- that girl with that super nice and high voice. that choir girl. that fellow friend who's got gastrci too! that fellow friend who speaks chinese to me for no reason. that fellow friend who's super cute! that fellow girl who introduced me to yong tau fu! that fellow girl who takes chilli like nobody's business. that fellow girl. hahahahaha. yay i love fiona. like totally yeah! LOVE!

there's more to come xD

2006-05-05T04:45:00.000-07:00

i woke up late. late! hahaha. woke up at 7am? wth. i don't wanna go school but my mom won't let me not come to school. anyway, so i decided to be damn guai and go to school. afterall, there's speech and getting back of science papers anyway.

and whoa, i dint do sppech today cos there wasn't any time SO, it has to be postponed and next friday is VESAK day so i'll only be tested on the following week. YAY.

oh sci. hahaha. i got 75%. I THINK. not sure though. i'm pretty satisfied with it. I WANT GOOD GRADES. like so super duper badly can. i shall study! lit and math are on thursday. i shall and i will mug for it. i seriously want to hit my target. sigh.

dance prac. wth. peacock dance. wl. i just cannot do it la. maybe i should just screw up the audition. then i won't need to train for so long during the june holidays also. like from 8am to 3.30pm? i dont wanna die so young you know!

i like laughing RANDOMLY. like totally. random. OH, lisa taught me some bimbo stuffs! so funny!

PISA LUA
CANDY SHOO
AYNN LAN
WOH SEE GIAN
we rock.

it's gonna be a long time. a long long time.
(before we get to meet up)
that's pretty sad but nevermind. cos i (blank) you.

2006-05-03T07:40:00.000-07:00

okay. currently i'm kinda pissed.

WTH. RI ARE ALLOWED TO WEAR ANKLE SOCKS? AND WEAR THEIR PE ATTIRE OUT OF SCHOOL. like what's the fucking problem with rgs? damn. i feel pissed. and next year it's gonna be 100% white shoes. does it makes us in the least more professional? like HELL NO. it just pisses people off. DAMN. since RI is allowed why can't RGS? even nanyang is allowed! and nanyang school socks are like ankle socks!

damn
damn
damn
damn
damn
damn
damn
damn.
i'm pissed off. i hate the system in rg. the prefects and everything! screw them. sorry if you're a prefect and you happen to be reading this but seriously. rg sucks.

new skin

2006-05-03T05:15:00.000-07:00

yay. my skin is reborn. LOL xD

it's pretty plain yeah. but well, doesn't really matter. one thing i'm kinda sad about is just i can't colour my posts as much as last time. but i changed the template so it's easier to read (alright leon? happy now?) anyway. we were retarded funny shitxxz worhxx last night. leon=super mugger man while lynn=super mugger woman? wth. hahahahh! but it was so funny la.

had napfa five items and geography summative today. screwed geography up la, dint write stuffs that i was supposed to write and i wrote stuffs i'm not supposed to. RAWR. oh napfa. YAY. i love sit&reach. say i'm ego. but i wanna flaunt it. and sbj. can you believe it? i got an A. whoops. i'm happy :) three As out of five. i'm over the moon!

oh yes, thank you jermaine. for saying the bag suits me and not lisa! hahahahaha. be it you meant it in a sacarstic way or not. i believe everyone is kind at the heart and they are not sacarstic/superficial!

speaking of superficial, sandy, lisa and i talked about that today! lol. damn funny xD

i saw don today at yishun bus interchange! prettaye amazing. HAHHA. leon, i know you feel like laughing but urm, just control your laughter?

i can't wait for da vinci to come out! <33looves.

2006-05-01T06:55:00.000-07:00

hahokay! labour day is a nice day afterall.

i went out.
and i guess today is the sweetest. heh.
so sweet, sweeter than anything else.
seriously la, no words can describe it.
but i know how it feels like.
i can feel it.
i can sense it.
it's just some kind of telepathy? LOL.

anyhow,
thanks for everything today.
and playing like some dumb kid at the shop.
but it was nice.
like truly truly nice.
thanks.

i love you <3

2006-04-30T23:16:00.000-07:00

it's labour day and i'm all alone at home. it's quite a miracle. cos usually i'd go out on public holidays and not stay at home. im like supposed to study but well. i did my hmwk and stuffs, then i got really sian.

anyway, i think i'm sick. i'm like having giddy spells and a slight fever. i keep having goosebumps. i feel like a lonely kid somehow lol. no one to whine to. oh, and its funny to know that i'm wearing this oversized pullover in the house cos apparently i left my jackets, yes, two of them, in school. woah, clever me! wearing this oversized pullover walking around the house. it's not even raining outside or what and i dont know why i feel like cold? wth.

screw labour day. i thought today would be a nice day but ohwell. nvm.

i shall just wait for vesak day. somehow, i hope you keep that day free kay.

SCREW THE COLDNESS.
stop the goosebumps.
chill the fever.

i don't want nothing else.

2006-04-29T06:07:00.000-07:00

i'm feeling pretty sad.
somehow.
it seems to hurt.

i dont want anything.

i'm really sorry if i've become your burden
so sorry, i never meant it to be this way
just do what you like.
i'll be there for you
just don't you leave/hurt me
cos i'm too in love with you.

after the buffet lunch at teacher's wedding,
we went for swensens. ice cream.
photowhore alot with clarissa today! <33looves.
i feel photogenic today. just today.
bought a shirt at esprit(sp?) :)

i look forward to monday,
but yet somehow, i'm afraid.
i'm afraid you won't be able to go.
but i don't want to drag you down.

thanks!

2006-04-28T06:05:00.000-07:00

okay. this is my second post of the day. it's miracle. i just blogged last night, then blogged just now and here i am with a second post. yups. this shall be dedicated to all my dears are darlings and honey/sugar or whatever! hahahahaha. I LOVE YOU. life would suck like shit if not for you!

SANDY - choo ah. you're like my best-est friend. HAHAHHA :) and i love you to bits and pieces until the sky falls down! it's funny how we all became good friends but yeah, i dont really care cos we are indeed good friends. and thursday was so funny. me talking to a wall? no way man. never! maybe next time then i'll show you or smthg. haha! i know you know what i'm getting at xD FINE, BE THAT WAY! omg omg omg. i love you like hell kays. i bet, without you, dance would have been boring for sure! and we can't go crazy together. LOL! I <3 you! thanks for being there when i needed you. (and that i keep drinking your water! haha!)

WEESIAN - hello fellow tarbet cheerleader! and dancer! without you, i bet dance will be boring too! the four of us must be together then is very very fun! paddle pop at carrefour? YAY! paddle pops are nice and cheap! most importantly, i enjoyed your company! heh. you and sandy are like super funny la. you all stood at the mrt map there staring long and hard at it while waiting. LOL. (rich and handsome!) that time cell group was so funny. as in not the story part. anyway, i love you truckloads that the truck overflowed! weesian! why ain't you in my class? sigh. then we can all be together and go crazy again! like what we always do. heh. sorry for anything i've done wrong (if i ever did anything) lol! and perhaps, i was a little over sensitive la. LOL, but whatever it is, we rock! i wanna doodle on your file! just write my BIG AND NICE name there! <33looves.

ALSION - pua ah! everytime never come for dance prac. today also never :( it was so lonely without you kays! i got no partner. bleah. i miss you so much! but you're sick right? then nevermind la. heh. must take care of yourself dear! so sorry im not in the flamenco dance. i truly am! i just dont like it at all. sorry >< anyway, alison is a nice nice girl. hahahaha! and so nice that everyone likes you so much. a vice chair somemore! hoho. and wth. you can do body waves super nicely! so sexaye can! SEXAYE BABEH. i'm so jealous! LOL no matter how hard i try, i just can't seem to get it right. SIGH. anyhow, i'm so in love with you! YAY!

shall just stop here for today. too many people to post about! i'll post about three people at one post? heh! I JUST WANNA SAY

'i totally can't live without you!'

hold me close then. never let go.
i promise. do you?

2006-04-28T05:56:00.000-07:00

1. Pick your birth month.
2. Bold the five-ten that best apply to you.
3. Comments on any other in italics.

JANUARY:
Stubborn and hard-hearted.
Ambitious and serious.
Loves to teach and be taught.
Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses.
Likes to criticize.
Hardworking and productive. (maybe. just maybe)
Smart, neat and organized.
Sensitive and has deep thoughts.
Knows how to make others happy. (hopefully?)
Attention seeker (ya la, so what?)
Quiet unless excited or tensed. (i'm loud!)
Rather reserved. (i don't think so)
Highly attentive.
Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. (depends)
Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. (hahah, i have no idea)
Loves children. (MMMM.)
Loyal.
Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. (yes, jealousy ay?)
Very stubborn and money cautious.(i'm broke half the time)

FEBRUARY: Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

MARCH: Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.

APRIL: Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.

MAY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.

JUNE: Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.

JULY: Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

AUGUST: Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.

SEPTEMBER: Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.

OCTOBER: Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.

NOVEMBER: Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.

DECEMBER: Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egoistical. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical.

100th post

2006-04-27T07:32:00.000-07:00

okay! this is my 100th post since my blog was ever created. from about starting of 2005(jan) till now xD

1. bag- i bought the converse england bag! so nice kays! thanks lisa for showing me that. HEH, we have the same bag now! so does vienna! WE ROCK! sandy might get that bag too! kim said it was nice. so did amanda! shikaye too! the bag is so in fashion kays. i love it. lisa! next time we should all stand in a line and carry that bag then take the pic! it'll be like damn fun. lol. i think the sensor thing in heeren is freaky. everytime there's a flash, there's water. LOL.

2. digital camera- okay, i'm so gonna get it either in june or july. i'm not going to care about other stuffs. i've saved enough, more than enough in fact so i'm on the top of the world. but i shall get daddy to sponser half of it. CHEERS! and trade in that lousy digital camera that my brother bought. loser. but nvm xD hahahha!

3. 100th post- so this is the 100th post and i figured out it should be something slightly different from what i usually blog about. so yeah, i shall blog about my 100th post. haha, 100th post. i think i'm slower compared to others but i dont really care. LOL. so there goes the 100th post.

4. calendar- omg la. i drew lines in my notebook and made it a mini calendar and i think it's kinda cute. LOL. like colours everywhere. okay la, say i'm childish but i like it like that. FINE, BE THAT WAY (quoted from sandy dear!)

5. today- haha, it was funny la. sandy and weesian decided to go up the escalator at cityhall just to see my friend whom i was meeting. LOL. then they didn't want to go away not seeing him so yarh. then he was like 'eh, they still there right?' hahaha. it was so funny. the weesian couldn't see him and asked me to take a picture of him. LOL, im bursting out. shall show weesian darling during lunch/dance prac tml! heh. anyway, to weesian, i'm really sorry about not being in flamingco dance.

6. thanks- i want to say thanks so many people but i dont think i have time today ): i wanna sleep. hahahahahahha! i shall post about thanks to people in the next post.

7. YOU- i think you rock. ICECREAM. library at esplanade. hahahahhaa. i like walking through the tunnel with you. haha! and we took the lift. like just one storey? supposed to go b1 but apparently you pressed M. M=mrt ay? hahahah. it's fun and nice though.

8. test- im dying. somehow. im so tired everyday. history pt due tml and so is speech. im not well prepared enough. dance tml. 3hours. i might just die. but the company is fun, for sure. ALISON! MY PARTNER! assembly's gonna be boring as usual. KILL ME MAN.
aly+sianny+sandy+lynn=happy crazy people.
rightttttttt.

9. plans- i should start mugging for all the other tests that are coming in week7, 8, 9 and 10. it's evenly spreaded out. i;d rather have it all at a go. screw the school somehow? SIGH.

school is my best friend. oh yes, definitely.
i think i <3 you.

2006-04-26T05:36:00.000-07:00

i tear my heart open, just to feel.

you love me, but you don't know who i am.

i cant wait for later

2006-04-23T20:14:00.000-07:00

i'd give you the horizon,
if you want the space.
the space makes you feel free,
so. i wish you free.

you like the rain,
how it thunders.
but i'd give you the sun.
just for a change.

the way we look into each other's eyes.
everytime you look into my eyes.
i won't make you my life.
cos i have my own.

that's what we literally did.
divide the pain.
i don't whack. HEH.

little black (blah)

a new beginning

2006-04-22T06:19:00.000-07:00

shush lynn
i chose you
(:

library session! xD

2006-04-21T19:14:00.000-07:00

i'm looking forward to later (:
i'm going to the library to study.
it's gonna be fun. i bet.
cos he's kinda funny.
hahhaahahaha.
and both of us are gonna carry red crumplers!

red crumplers are nice.
red is sexy/

till then!
i shall look forward to it.

library sessions!

it's only 1016h now! waiting for time to pass by! xD
heh. <33looves.

GO RED!

trivia stuffs!

2006-04-15T22:33:00.000-07:00

Ten Top Trivia Tips about Lynn ang!

If you toss lynn ang 10000 times, she will not land heads 5000 times, but more like 4950, because her head weighs more and thus ends up on the bottom.
Lynn ang is the only king without a moustache on the standard pack of cards. .
The average human spends about 30 days during their life in lynn ang.
Scientists have discovered that lynn ang can smell the presence of autism in children.
Half a cup of lynn ang contains only seventeen calories.
Wearing headphones for an hour will increase the amount of lynn ang in your ear 700 times.
White chocolate isn't technically chocolate, because it doesn't contain lynn ang.
Peanuts and lynn ang are beans.
Edinburgh imports three thousand kilograms of lynn ang every year.
A lump of lynn ang the size of a matchbox can be flattened into a sheet the size of a tennis court!

HOLLABACK!

2006-04-15T06:51:00.000-07:00

HOLLABACK!

yay, pratically it rocked. except for some boring parts. street fuxion won the top prize for above 17 while scgs won the top prize for under 17. under 17, can't really make it so ya, shan't comment. not like im good or what. WOO.

STREET FUXION ROCK!

wheebam.
seriously, crowd appeal and all, they took almost everything back!!

i wanna go again next year, people who missed out this year? too bad! no CLICK 5!

CLICK FIVE! catch that wave ~

short post

2006-04-11T06:27:00.000-07:00

there were stars last night.
but they seemed really distant.
just like you.
i'm splitting up.
i should just give up.
395days.
it's not a short time.
i wonder how i did it.
but still, i'm gonna stop the fetish.
1 year + 1 month
you know it well.

i broke down, and cried really badly on sunday night.
one hour plus.
i don't ever want to cry anymore
it hurts me badly.
once i start, i can't really stop.
somebody, save me.
sometimes i feel i dont exist at all.
nyah, i hope i'm just over-sensitive.

WJWJWJWJWJ (:
i've got a crush on you.

cheer

2006-03-30T04:51:00.000-08:00

i'm been like busy for this whole week. and i'm really tired. from tuesday to sunday.

monday's my only free day now. compared to monday, wednesday and thursday last year. sighs. yarh, tuesday had dance prac and i'm tired. wednesday had cheer prac and so tired was i. thursday have cheer prac and my muscles are aching now. they are trembling. friday's gonna have dance prac, which i think it'll be fun cos we're preparing for dance night. loves. i'm like in the lazy group. lol, damn funny. we're gonna dance with pillows. cool xD i'm also in hip-hop. and either in the peacock dance or flamingco (yes, alethea, flamingco) frankly speaking, i hate the flamingco so much i'm just going to screw up that audition. well. weesian and i are still thinking whether to do nicely for the peacock dance by the PELVIS teacher. tsk.

then saturday have to reach toa payoh stadium at 7. like hello? i wanna sleep. i've been missing so much sleep already. then we have to go back to rg by 11. then at 1145 i have march past. err, all those are for cheerleading anyway, then i have tuition at 1. which means i have to leave at 12! 1-3 tuition. then got gym concert! yay! (: jiayou limei!

well. the fun part. on sunday! i'm finally going to weesian dear's church! woohoots. and with another darling called sandy CHOO. hahahaha. i like sandy's surname. just like how i used to like amanda chin's surname. yay.

-capture that kiss; it's sweet.

many stuffs

2006-03-23T03:47:00.000-08:00

WELL, i haven't been blogging for quite a long time. not exactly long but yarh. ohkay, i have a few things to blog about (: let's just start with today!

had RS talk in the morning. it was prettaye boring. but we came up with GOO GOO GA GA, a robotic pet. haha, i totally love the drawing. it's with KIM (: hopefully she scans it and send me or smthg. then we went shatec and it was so fun. i thought it was gonna be some boring talk and stuff but it turn out super fun. our trainer totally rocked. and i love the way he talks and the way he entertains us. well, we've all learnt when to dump a boyfriend just by his actions (: cheers. they all gotta be real gentlemanly! the teacher was like saying "then it'd be difficult to get a boyfriend." so it just meant that guys are mostly not very gentlemanly xD true? i guess. we were playing with the glasses and making sounds but i dont think i can do it. which is so sad! i wanna do. wahwah. anyway, everything was enjoyable totally and we laughed our way through. thanks dears, limei, shimin and kim!

oh, and i'm having terrible muscle aches. since tuesday cos i had cheer and dance prac. hah. had so-called intensive cartwheel training that day. URGH, but it was quite fun. i cant really do a good left cartwheel cos i cant land properly ): but i must overcome that! mwahahaha. and jessica can do super nice and good frontwalk and its like very fast. like whoa. done. damn zai. i can't even do frontwalk or backwalk. i tried. but i'm scared to fall. hahaha, cos we do it on the floors of the foyer. i dont want another blueblack. i'm sure to end up with a blueblack somewhere after every training. yarh, and dance prac. i almost died. we had to do spins on one leg and i just cant do them -giddy- so my muscles ache everywhere till now. and on wed we had battlefield. so my legs are dying and the fact is that i couldn't get a seat on the way home so i stood throughout the whole one hour journey. wth? im dying.

yeah, how can i ever forget about aloysius' birthday party? it was so funny (: and well, it's kinda good cos the group segregated group mixed! :D yay! then we kept talking about the dog and stuffs. basically i just enjoyed the whole thing, except that i kept coughing then his grandma was like giving me hacks, to stop the cough. hahahaha. it was funny. yeah, we kinda photowhored a little! pictures!

sexaye leon. the champion! (:

i'm on the top of the world! xD

*****
oh crap. i can't post any more pictures. i dont know what's the problem with blogger. GAH. anyway, some are super funny. like titanic and sprawled onto the fence. LOL, big step and small steps. haha. well. what's the problem with blogger? they are funny pictures! urgh.

sick

2006-03-14T22:20:00.000-08:00

HELLO HELLO, im trying to sound like a parrot.

im sick again. and i didnt go online for like three or four days. which is considered as a very long time. BLEAH. anyway, i was sick with tonsil infection, like ulcers in the throat. and white spots in the throat. like EEEEW can. perhaps it was fungi infection or smthg. anyway, been like having high fever for the past two days. and the fever doesnt go away. it remains aboue 38degrees. like hello. 38degrees ): felt like super duper miserable/terrible la. and there was this period of time when my fever hit 39.8degree. then my mom was like saying if hit 40 have to go hospital. eh, no i dont wanna go there. i heard they'll shower you with icy cold water that is so cold! no no no. i don't want. but luckily. it didnt hit 40degrees la, so, lucky me. so i practically slept throught two or three days when i should be out playing and having fun cos it's the holidays!

moral of the story:
do not fall sick during holidays!

anyway, i want to get well by today! haha. i shall overcome the sickness with my willpower and then i can go out tml! oh ya, i dont wanna go iceskating tml la. also, aloysius was like saying "aiya, got such a good doctor like me you surely heal very fast one." so i shall reply," YEAH rightttttttt. i'll be glad enough if you dont kill me man!" yay, we rock! im ego, so what. say whatever you want!

as for the previous post, i've decided not to be sad anymore cos they are lousy people and are not worth me getting angry or sad at. thanks people, who sent me their regards!

bitching issues

2006-03-10T04:32:00.000-08:00

I just found out two of the friends whom i've thought were like super nice last year bitched about me. as in we were like close and stuffs, then later they just suddenly changed. perhaps, it was me who changed. but ya, i knew they disliked me but i didn't know they'd go to the extent of bitching about me. i mean, i've always treated them as my good friends.

it's like super sad to hear that, we didnt had any quarrels or anything. perhaps what i did made you pissed off at me. but i dont know. i'm like really sad to hear it. somehow, it made me felt like you'guys were hypocrite. you bitched, and acted as though nothing happened. i knew you all didnt like me, i tried to be nice. but now, it made me feel that you're a sucker? i dont know la. like wth. im just super sad at this fact. i'm seriously disheartened. i don't know what tos ay next time when i see you'all again.

maybe, it was me who was unpopular.

somehow, i feel like crying. like damn emotional but ya, at least i treasured this friendship we once had, unlike both of you. aiya, i dont know what else to do.

-

2006-03-10T03:07:00.000-08:00

i just got back from SWIM CARN!
haha, thought tarbet got like third. so loser. LOL, i mean last year when i swam we got first! hahaha, EGOEGOEGO. but i can be ego! cos i rock. yo, wassup. HAHA.

I'm LYNN THE LOSER!
DEW THE DOOR?
SANDY THE SNEAKY SNAKE
TESSA THE TOOT
EUNICE THE ELEPHANT
CHARLENE THE CHARCOAL
KIM THE KITE

haha, i'm lazy to think of more. next time!

i feel like posting up super alot pic't but i dont have. LOL. and dew, don't anyhow say la. the "goodbye my lover, goodbye my friend" thingy is from a song. like just don't think crooked. GAHHH. anyway, i like sitting with dew during science cos we do silly things, mwaahahhaha. and we slack super alot during aesthetics.

found a nice pic that i took. LOL, not exactly nice but ya, WHATEVER.

-

2006-03-06T05:23:00.000-08:00

Well, I was kind of unlucky today. But miraculously(i don't know how to spell), I've skipped a scolding from Mrs Koh BY. As in she said last lesson that anyone who didn't birng or do then have to go outta class but she didn't scold me! I went up to her and told her then she just said nevermind. Like, walao, for once i thought she was super super super nice.

The unlucky part of today was that I've decided to wear contact lens in the morning today. And I dropped it on the floor. I can't find it anywhere! grrrrr. The worst part is that I just opened it on saturday and it's monthly disposable so I wasted like my money. ARGH. And I got booked for the wearing wrong coloured bra to school. TSK, i mean i forgot to change out in the morning cos i was spending my time trying to look for the contacts. walao. sighs. i wore like orange sports bra. and the PEshirt is at fault too! Why is it so translucent? Why can't we wear the senior's ones? oh man.

YEAH, we did the cosy corner and the changing room for our class decor. I hope it turns out really nice. But the thing is we don't really have a theme so it's kinda bad /: but i love the cosy corner. CHEERS, shimin, rachel, we rock the hell out of ourselves!

I saw aloysius on sunday with his parents. HAHA, then when I left he was like msging me, "my hair very short right." No, aloy. You look just fine! Don't worry cos no matter how short your hair is, everyone, maybe not, at least me and leon, still love you alot kays! 'cos we're the trio thingy, accordingly to leon. hahaha, anyway, it's been ages we last three went out. Come on out soon kays. Ask aikloong along xD

it's really damn saddening.
i mean, it's been on year.
and i never thought it would last so long.
it freaks me out.
i really want to give up
cos i think i'm waiting indefinitely.
you never gave me an answer
and like what others said,
you're causing me not to move on.
i've tried,
but i just can't do it.
you'll always come back into my mind
no matter what i do.
it's difficult for me to get out.
cos i've sunk so deep into it.

Anyway, I wanna learn ice-skating. SIGHS.

-

2006-02-28T05:22:00.000-08:00

I had a lot of stuffs which I wanted to blog about but I'm seriously like lazy? And I'm tired. Tuesday nights are always this tiring. Eh, let me recall.

We had dance camp over the night of friday. The icebreakers were fun-ner than last year :D which is good! We played double whacko(as usual) and catch me if you can. The magical thing about it is cos we were unsure of the rules so we didn't know who was the catcher and who was the runner. So they stood there thinking then they finally start running. LOL. But it was really fun la so yeah. Cheers. We then played this game called musical dance and from there we deduced that there are some people from dance who goes clubbing. It was so obvious. duh. We then watched the movie called dirty dancing but we ain't exactly paying attention to that cos our dearest sandy choo's smses are nicer to anticipate :D right? And she's like msging dew saying she loves her and stuffs. bah, sandy choo, why don't you love me? Cos I love you so much (just kidding) And, I have a new name. So as to lislead the juniors. Everyone (who is sandy, lynn, kunhang,weesian) is called sandy! So the juniors went "Sandy?" All four of us replied, "YES????" hahaha. so funny. Any idea why alison was left out? nyeh, she's the best among all. Her name is kong gwan! The brand of the rations we had on total defence day!

After the movie, we decided we are so not going to sleep so we had this bitching session, right in the middle of the foyer. We are considerate people as we did not talk in the KS CHEE where people are soundfully asleep in their own dreamland. haha, the next day we had like savenger hunt and they stuffs were just weird. oh wells. Camp was nice on the whole. THANKS TO SANDY WEESIAN AND ALISON ESPECIALLY!

Went to watch the fog yesterday with [i-don't-know-who] sandy knows. lol, it's really boring so do not watch it, I urge you. If you want to catch a movie or something, you can like catch huo yuan jia or dorm(which is coming out soon). YAY! I like paying money to scare myself, any problems with that?

AND dance today. ALISON has this advertisement on her kong gwan bun! so hot that it's so irresistable. PSSSSSS. It's just so hot in here and kong gwan's still steaming. Like wow! I love everyone.

-Let's all have the love love campaign to love and treasure everyone for fun, laughter, peace and joy! the end.

it'll be a year when tomorrow arrives.
i never knew it would ladt so long.
i dont know what's gotten into me.
i've fallen too deeply, i guess.
so deep and hurt that i won't wanna get out
ever again.
unless.
maybe.
if only.

shopping spree

2006-02-20T03:03:00.000-08:00

Cheers!

sunday was a hit. It rocked. I bought a whole damn loads of things! WHEE. Bought like 5 shirts, 1skirt though I kinda regret buying that 'cos the one at Topshop was nicer, and err, I bought cosmetics? For the first time in my life. HAHA, this eyeliner thing (i don't know how to use!) and this "LAME JELLY". that's the eye shadow. anyway my godsis and i were laughing our heads off when we all recalled the I not stupid too (can i have a lameeeeeee chop please?) haha, but this thing is pronounced as LA-MO so yeah. no fun. blah, i bought alot of other stuffs and yay,

I ENJOY MYSELF HELL LOT.

oh, I did not go to school today :D good? bad? whatever~

-simply can't get you outta my head.

shopping spree!

2006-02-18T00:45:00.000-08:00

YAYS. I'm currently on a shopping spree for three days!

friday
-Well, we ended school early 'cos of SLI then we went to macs for breakfast. It was like 10plus then, and people were looking at us weirdly (we thought they must be thinking that we skipped school but who cares? It's fun to mislead others) then we went back for dance prac. urgh, super tired after that. but during prac was funny 'cos when I dance then my rubberband kept getting flung out. Like tsk, damn pro. SANDY :D and I then went to wisma. She bought her slippers there! I wanted to buy that pair too but no more, so I shall be nice to let her have it. HEH, anyway, me and my dear sandy have the same pair of earings now. It's like simple and nice and it's from Perlini's silver! WHEE. I went to buy famous amos cookies then we went home! Went compass point with mommy and cute little LEWEN<3 ! Bought stuffs for school at popular!

saturday(today)
Oh man, had cheer prac and it was super tiring. And samantha was a little emotional today la. As in she scolded us and stuffs. It's not that we didn't get the steps into our head after the drilling, we really did our best, it's true. I know it's not up to your standard yet but please bear with us yeah? I know it's hard for you too but. Aiya, I don't know what to do la. Anyway, after that I went to meet my darling laopo lieting! And we shopped a lot. I bought my sneakers, leotard, shirts, hairties, hairbands, necklaces today. Nice stuffs :D And I spent like 150 today? gahhh. Plus friday totals up to $203! Damn, broke again. HAHAS. Wanted to buy the adidas/roxy jacket today but serious, I'm utterly broke.

sunday!
I'm gonna go out with my godsis tomorrow for more shopping. I'm seriously going to shop till I drop man. Gonna get the shirts and earings and sports bra. I want more things! MORE MORE MORE. I can't stop going. CHEERS!

This is my 3-day shopping spree.

maybe im just using shopping to
get over you. i need to numb
myself before i get into any deeper.

I AM THE PRINCESS. please me!

swim!

2006-02-09T04:12:00.000-08:00

Cheer prac was nothing much today so I'm not going to blog about that. We just did the formations and stuffs. And we didn't end with stretches in the end. Which is a marvelous thing!

HEEYAH.
I went swimming at Lisa's house yesterday and it was like so funny. 'Cos there's this guy tanning there, we didn't bother about him and swam, as in we really did SWAM!, ourselves then later he suddenly come into the pool and we laughed, for no reasons. And we were like playing in the baby pool with the slides and all, and taking turns to look out for the securtiy guards. "NO CHILDREN ABOVE 12 IS ALLOWED" But yeah, it's fun so, who cares? :D then I was practically lying on the slide trying to tan but apparently nothting came out of it. Digression. Then we decided to have "military training" in the baby pool so we got onto our elbows and started crawling around.

We crawled underneath the slides, the staircase and we were trying to squeeze through some tiny holes! And we did it. Mwahahahahaa. It was just so fun. Then we went to the spa thingy. Which was super cool too. The temperature of the water is like 40 or 50 degrees. My body was like super cold initially but when i got into the water, I realise it was super hot and I couldn't stand it. So i went in and out many times! Afterwards which I got used to the temperature so I had to start lowering my body into the water and it was a long process. But i managed to did it! And the water current and all were nice! Nicey stuffs.

OHHH, we went to the steambath/steamroom too! It was like STEAM everywhere and I was wearing contacts! wahwah. It is said to be not good to the eyes. BOSSSH. But I kinda couldn't stand the steam cause when you breathe it, it's super moist. LOL, so we went in and out and in and out! hahahas. Also, I was like dancing the tarbet cheer thing inside while Lisa viewed in from the outside. And we ended up like crazy women. We acted as though we are stuck there, going to die of suffocation and just crap. But it was SO FUNNY can.

*The best effect for the steambath is you go into the room, for a while, come out, take a cool shower, go in again. Repeat it as many times as you want, then finally, come out take a LONG cool shower to cool yourself down, then allow your body to dry naturally. You can place your body under the hand dryer if you want to speed things up.

I love hitting the water. Forever the waters. It makes me feel nice.
I can't wait for the March holidays. We can go Sentosa again then :D
loves s2

hzdfyhdb

2006-02-04T04:21:00.000-08:00

Firstly, I'd like to wish Liu Xin Yi HAPPY BIRTHDAY! &I love you so.

Spent my chinese new year in malaysia and it was uber cool. HAHA, I meant, have you like seen a real firework going off so closely to you? Just a few feets away only. Mesmerised, fantasized. (If only you were there, but it's good you ain't there too. I guess i wouldn't have enjoyed myself that much if that was the case) Then we sang songs until our voices were like cracking. HAHA. 'Cause my uncle's house has the karoke room/movie room, which all the projecter and stuffs. So it was damn cool. And i'm hooked onto the ROOF now. haha, I like the song 'wu ding' by jay chou and landy! YAYS, and I like singing that song with Cingcong! loves s2. /// I want to go out to sing with KarYong and Kelvin and Andrew again! :D

Just random. Yeah, I saw this newspaper article, which I felt it was so saddistic. As in the drug dealers put the drugs into the dogs' stomach. The police recovered 6kg of heroin. What stirred me was the fact that the gruf dealers actually did that to the cute dogs. I mean, it's really horrid. And when the police cut open up the dogs' stomach, they died la, which piss me off.
Conclusion: drug dealers are heartless. (so are you) :D

I wanted to have a dance with you. Just a simple dance, on the court. In your own special field. Perhaps, we could do each of our area, on the very same court. Just the two of us. To live or die, I don't have you by my side. I tore my heart open, just to fill. But sometimes when you and I collide, things stop. For that moment, I will be quiet. You know I am not such a person. I know we're not meant to be. I've been resisting. I know it was all a lie you said, to make me believe. I guess I know. It was a foolish play, right from the start. I still do, but i stand no chance. I have to face the brokeness, through the whole night. And all I've been trying to hide, it's eating me up. The piglet we shared, I'll always remember what happen. It's all a facade. Let's just say that gentle goodbye. The best lying in goodbye is the goodness of it. Perhaps, we could kiss goodbye.

Oh come on baby, don't worry. i'll be right here with you. On your bike, we'll ride through the waves of the highway. how gentle is the rain, some magic from above, made this day for us, just to fall in ____. haha, wait till you get your license dude :D you're cute.

HE? seven years? I can't believe it.

tarbet

2006-01-21T05:35:00.000-08:00

YAY! i think Tarbet rocks so much. Especially that fact that I'm in the cheerleading team. LOL, ok im damn ego! Though practices are like pain, yes, when you do overspilting. I can do splits but not oversplits, like putting your leg onto the steps then you split on the ground floor? i think only cheryl can do that. she's super flexi. urgh. but at least im trying to over split now so yeah i guess i'll end up not being able to move my legs. tsk, anyway samantha is quite freaky during cheer prac. but compared to nicole, she's much better. as in seriously! nicole is FREAKY-freaking, or vice versa. not like i dont like her or what but i'm just scared of her.

anyway, i've been suffering from blueblacks due to the CHEER. lol, but yeah i hope it's all worth it. cause tarbet rocks! haha, im so patriotic to tarbet even my crumpler's RED in colour. YAY. truimph.

and im super sick of updating my blog. tsk.

birthday!

2006-01-16T03:57:00.000-08:00

Yeps, had really a fun time on my birthday with people. People like cousin, Andrew, Kelvin, Yvonne. LOL :D And that everyone was so nice to me. Wheebam.
Got like 53people who wished me happy birthday? I know it's little but who cares? They cared enough about me to wish me happy birthday. Not like some people. LOL. ok, not in any order!
-xinyi
-my mortal!
-jermaine
-amanda chin
-amanda ng
-lieting
-lisa
-weesian
-sandy
-karyong
-andrew
-kelvin
-ah cai
-yvonne
-yennxing
-garry
-junjie
-charlene
-jiawen
-weijie
-yitong
-yuhui
-dominic
-zhikang
-jianliang
-junru
-leon
-junxiang
-aikloong
-xinya
-yunghian
-derrick
-aera
-lynnette
-peiying (MAOMAO!)
-alison
-ben
-mommy
-daddy
-benjamin
-vianne
-chrisanda
-yenyee
-shimin
-dew
-xuanwei
-esther pang
-fiona
-sihim
-eunice
-jerrold
-two people i dont know on friendster

haha, anyway, i've got several presents. From lieting my dear laopo is this two cute bears hugging each other, from my mortal yvette i've got a a cute soft toy and a bracelet, from XINYI i have a bracelet and this small bag and from junru is this cute figurine. And yes, leon, the movie treat plus free popcorns! We are the popcorn freaks and we go for family combo! THANKS PEOPLE! And to aera, actually there's no need to get me a present la. And that nike tote bag! haha, thanks to lisa, ally, amanda, sandy and last but not least weesian! We shall all go hunting for that nike bag i saw, one day. HEH. To karyong, andrew and kelvin. I'd really much like to thank you for intending to buy that 95bucks adidas watch for me. thanks! and if you ain't gonna buy, IT"S OKAY! Haha, the most i'll just like borrow from andrew! It's the same watch anyway! HEH, ain't i clever? hoho.

Thanks for giving me such a wonderful time! I have sweet friends/family and they are the sweetest, forever.

yeah, i'm giving up. haha.
ain't you stingy?
i just wanted a simple greeting but none came from you.
tsk. 10months.
the longest tme of a crush ever for me.
i guess it's a good learning point for me.
i will not sit there, pondering, wishing and waiting anymore.
i ain't gonna like you anymore
the bullet is in my heart.

I'm embarking on a new journey, on my first day of fourteen :D
random pictures!

i like this hairstyle. Dyed, NOT. it's natural :D

Me & Cing Cong. loves :D cousins.

Lynn the superwoman to the rescue!

omg

2006-01-13T07:57:00.000-08:00

omg leon, i feel like crying again?
and yeah i guess that reason i told you was like weird?

yeah i had this really close friend
and he was nice and all.
we went out together with some of my other friends,
and i think we're getting distant.
i don't think we're like that distant,
but i feel like crying.
for some reason.
i realise how stagnant i am in keeping and mantaining a friendship
and i dont put in much effort, except some.
i guess im over-sensitive too.
but it's cause i care.
oh wells, envy, as what leon said.
haw haw.
i don't know
and i'm afraid.
i should just shut up.

cold

2006-01-12T05:10:00.000-08:00

It's been raining for the past few days. And it's so cold. I hate taking a bath nowadays, cause i keep shivering in the shower. And when i get outta the shower, my teeth will start clattering. DAMN. Why this irritating season. Why do we have rain for like continuosly? Tsk.

But Rain's cute and he dances well, err, that's a different case :D

Anyway, to leon: haha, can we meet up some day cause your present is like with me for so long? haha, and where's mine? HURHURR- Why change to blond joke? I prefer the lian jokes! Though they were so mean.

so long, so there.
i don't want my infatuation for you to ever end.

-

2006-01-09T04:51:00.000-08:00

I guess its going to be a long post. After not blogging for 9days straight, which I guess is pretty long :D haha. Anyway, I think 206-06 is a pretty cute class so YAY wheebam, although I miss the 103-05 classmates a lot but we should always learn to let go. The new doesnt come if the old doesnt go.

Come to think of it, Im going to get a new handphone tomorrow! Haha, N70!!!! loves a lot. It will like cost $600 la. Wth. I’ve to pay $200 by myself. But oh wells, I suppose it’s all worth it! Hohoho. Vianne is like so super envious of me. Of the Motorola Razar V3 and iPod nano :P Heh. I’ve been using the 7250i for 2years already and I kinda have feelings for it. Ok, I’m an emotional person la, so if DOMINIC is reading this, I’ll just like to inform you that I do admit and agree to that. ( Just because that we watched HPGOF together. Then now you’re saying I’m uber emo. But anyway, emo punk is nice!)

Let’s blog about today! In the morning we had a spot check. HEH, I had ‘inside info’ and thus was prepared! Hahaa, the info came form jiawen! Thanks <3>LONER. So they restored the stuffs all over again and they said it’d be all right and ask me to monitor my iPod and if it suddenly all delete again, then I’ll go get a replacement. Anyway, I love my nano! It’s specialized with “specially owned by Lynn Ang” damn. So cool right. I’m so obsessed with many things I have :D

My form teacher’s coming back most probably on wednesday so I’ll get to see her for the first time. Well, is that a good or bad thing? I think Mr Chew is nice, he doesn’t believe in duty rooster and stuffs. Hahaha. Too bad he isn’t our form class teacher, neither our CLE teacher but be contented, he’s the history teacher! Anyway, reminds me of Mr Wolfe! Ahhhh. He’s back. I saw him while walking on the way to the opp 190 bustop and I was looking at him, not sure if it’s him and indeed it was him. And he’s so funny cos while crossing the road we saw this bald ang moh so he was like saying ‘botak ang moh’. HA HA. Man, that was so fantastic of him to say that! :D I love Wolfe too! Hahaha.

I’m currently holding TWO positions in my class now. MWAHAHAHAHA. Ok, that was so dumb. Yeah like class house person for TARBET! And internal environment (person)? Hahah. Whatever it is. And in charge of class deco, and the theme is FOOD? How are we ever going to bring the theme out? Haha. I’m totally brain dead.

Ok, thanks Sandy and Wee Sian and Alison. Haha, on friday. Well, I guess we know what we did and there’s no need to spell it out right. HURHURR- like what I’ve said, the more you look at him, the uglier he gets. All because of that oh-so-pretty(yeah right) picture. LOL. We are fabulous people. You people were so daring. I almost went away to the toilet la. Hahaha, and its so funny that whenever the teacher says something and we can link it to him, we’ll turn and laugh. Eg, MALAY! How on earth could you’all come up with such thing?! Ha. But you people are super nice and I ahem, owe you a treat. Take it as a birthday treat. Damn. I’m broke again. Especially after buying my N70. So maybe you’ve gotta wait! Sorry my dears!

I’m going to write loads and loads of letters to people that I know and spam their class tray. Haha >.<>

Watched Narnia with Leon a few days back, I can’t remember when although the tickets are still with me. I always ‘gope’ their tickets. And I still keep the 7 long tickets for the maid ok. This will serve as a remembrance! Loves. Yeah, back to point. I didn’t intended to watch it alone with Leon initially but we couldn’t contact junxiang and Aloysius didn’t want to watch it again so we’re stuck with the both of us. But we are all fun people so it so FUN FUN FUN. Leon is so cute. Hahaha -.-

YEP! I went to KTV party world last friday. It was total fun ohkay! Reached home at around 3am. Damn shuang. Bleah, they forced me to sing and I was so paiseh. Cause I only know two of my cousins then the other 5 people are my cousin’s friend. And all are very big. I was also the only girl. Then all of them smoked. I almost died of suffocation in the room. Haha, no la, that was so exaggerating. But luckily they were nice and tried not to smoke that much. Yep, and Andrew’s really nice and gentlemanly. My cousin realize I was cold and ask another friend to take off his pullover to lend me but Andrew was like super fast and he took off his jacket to lend me. That was so sweet of him. Awww. And Andrew’s got a NICE voice. It’s just so fab. Heh. Thanks to his jacket if not I’d have frozen to death, me being such a cold blooded animal, especially my fingers. They change accordingly to the surrounding. HOHO. So the point is,
Andrew is nice!

I’ll stop everything.
Everything I know of.
But I guess I’ll never stop for you.
It’s become a habit that I do sub-consciously.
I’ll have many other crushes along the way
But remember?
Who’s the gentleman?
It’s you man.
That was what you told me,
But I guess,
You’ve already forgotten it all.
I’ll stop crying in the middle of the night,
Not that I do that often but still.

2005-12-31T06:36:00.000-08:00

She crouched there, in her brother's room, crying. Each tear came from the heart. It hurts her, and she doesn't know why. She just broken down, all of a sudden. She's all alone at home, with the television on, the computer, the lights and the fan. She hopes it wasn't for him. It was supposed to be a festive season, countdown to new year. However, why can't she feel any joy that day? It was totally different from how she felt on Christmas. She was this oh-so-happy-and-high girl that night.

She teared continuosly, without knowing what else she could do. She has got loads of things left undone, like tidying up her room. her heart just broke all of a sudden. And it's true, she does not know why. Perhaps, she felt alone, in this empty 1000+ sq ft house. Still, she's got her handphone. She could ring people up, yet she does not want. All she felt like doing was someone she could count on, to lean on, to cry to, to pour out her feelings to. She had someone in mind, but she knows it's just oh-so-impossible.

She never wanted him to return any feelings. She was just willingly to give it all she had. She wanted to be strong, thinking that if he has had any troubles, she would be there for him, despite knowing they will never be together. So now, she couldn't hold on anymore. Maybe, it was just a moodswing, but she found no reason for the moodswing. For once, she wanted him so badly. But she knows she is going to get over it really soon.

She kept telling herself not to think about it. Matters of the heart are always complicated. She's comforted others before. She just wants everything to come to a standstill, pause every single thing. She could then go to him, just for the few seconds, live for that moment. Then, everything will be gone.

She's got a problem in her leg, though it was really minor. That was the only explainable reason she could think of to have caused her cry. Each tingling slight pain seemed to be amplified in her heart. Each tear seemed as though her leg is being torn apart, when it just feel like only an ant's bite in real life. She's all confused. Somehow, she is trying to escape from reality, thinking that things will be the same no matter for how long. But the truth is, things are going to be totally different. Especially in 2 days' time...

He liked me, he likes me.

He has been lying all alone, she can't differentiate any longer, anymore.
She just wants him to be happy.

I don't know what's gotten into me. I'm just trying to pen out how i feel. It's true you'know. Everything there.